Glee Club, UGH.

Meow Meow Moo! :)

Omfg, did you guys know that my birthday was on DECEMBER 4??

yeah. It was very very um, exciting..

GLEE CLUB!

yeah, you sing and sing and etc.

I missed three practices already and Mdm. Fernandez, our club adviser is really mad

Mad and green like HULK!

Ugh, excuse me, I went to the other practice and I even had a terrible stomach ache and you know what I got?

An Insult and some nags.

How great. Thanks alot. :|

Is that how teachers offer their token of gratitude to their student these days?

Aww, how sweet. NOT.

I missed the two practices because there's a fiesta in my place and its very very traffic.

And the other one was because I couldn't talk because my throat was really sore and my head was aching so I didn't attend.

I'm so worried,

I won't be able to be most outstanding club member if I get her pissed often.

But who am I to blame? She's a hot-head.

But I guess, thats normal.. sadly.

Gotta go, I have to get to bed.

It's MONDAY tomorrow.

Hell week again. But its the last, for DECEMBAH!

:D

What happened on my birthday?

My birthday was like, YESTERDAY. :))
I wasn't able to post a POST because i was out the whole day,
My schedule was so TIGHT (well, too tight)
I had to ditch SIP yesterday morning and wake up at 5 AM just to go to Rogationist and bless myself.
This was my schedule:
5-7AM- Rogationist.
8-11AM- Running late for Glee Club Practice and got there JUST an hour late. :))
12Am- picked my sister up in her classmate's place
1-5 (or was it 6?)PM- Outreach program with Francine
6-7PM- Walked going to Jollibee with the other PRU LIFE adults with their kids, Francine's mum treated us there.
8-9PM- Walked to Santo NiNo Church(?) and lighted some candles and prayed.
9:30-11PM- Went to MARGARITA and ate with my mum's friends and etc.
I slept while waiting for them to finish drinking their LIQUOR.

I drooled on my ipod. AHHHH! Good thing nothing really happened to it. :))

So yesterday, I checked on my profile if someone greeted me,
and I was like. OUCH, not one person??
So i just logged off and went to Rogationist.
(it was around 4/5 am when i checked) omg, who would greet that early? :))
So if you can see, I wasn't able to get any rest
and all the places I went didn't have any wi-fi.
Great. just great.
So when I checked today, it was FULL of them!
Wow. I'm still shocked till now,
and I kinda feel guilty because I don't often greet to people when it'd THEIR birthday. :(
Oh, and I'm OFFICIALLY A TEEN!
hooray, hooray. :)
I can FINALLY terminate my un-TEEN classmates!
MWAHAHAHAHA!
*cough cough* I'm kidding.
Why would I do that? :))

Oh and when I got to school, I went to my locker and it was upstairs and I had to run to the back ground and turn around and climb up
JUST to get my clear book for Glee Club.
and i crossed the BIG soccer field and climbed another staircase.
I finally arrived and I saw my guitar friends sitting down,
preparing for the part where they'll start strumming their guitars
(Jamielle, Honey, Sam R., Etc.)
and they greeted me Happy Birthday,
I thanked them and I went inside,
Alyssa and Evanmarie greeted me also and I thanked them,
we started singing what we should sing.
I just sang, even though I had a hard time breathing
but suddenly, I didn't really mind. :)
Then, Evanmarie told our teachers that it was my birthday
and Mdm. Fernandez started playing "Happy Birthday" in the piano
and alot of people were singing it and even Mdm. Constantino!
She's the club moderator of the Musicians of Jesus Club
(guitar club for short)
i just kept on smiling and thanking people.
lol

and in Rogationist, before the last ritual(?) was being done,
the priest said,
"May we call on the birthday celebrant, one of our friends, Sandrine Jane Sia for the blessing"
i was scared since it was my first time to be done with this and I walked on the aisle
and the other priest, Father B was smiling and I smiled.
the acolyte handed me the candle
and Father B said something about good health and etc.
After, the musician dude played the Happy birthday tune and all Brothers
( Rogationist is a school for those who want to be priest and a church too)
sang happy birthday and Father B showered me with Holy Water then shook my hand
and I just kept on smiling,
I was planning to thank him after the mass
but then, mum went straight to the car then I just followed.
so i wasn't able to thank him in the end.
and when she asked me if i thanked him,
I said I wasn't able to and she scolded me!
I couldn't defend myself because *sighs* she wouldn't understand my explaination.
So, I just cried.
she didn't see me cry because i bent my head down, making my bangs cover my face.

So the last thing we did was go to Margarita and ate with my mum's friends.
I only got one birthday gift and it was from mummy Ann and her kids; andy and alex.
They're soo cute. :)

To Father B,
I'm sorry if I forgot to thank you for blessing me or sorry for being rude. :(
Thank you btw.

To the Zabalas,
Thanks for the gift, i really like it. :)

Intrams: HAIRY LEGS

Yeah, today was INTRAMS: DAY ONE
and I was expecting that no one would be criticizing my legs,
my hairy legs since I was wearing the SHORT school skirt.
But I was WRONG,
guess who made fun of me again?
The same douche, the same gaytard. GIAN DY.
But FIRST, he made fun of my teeth,
"RABBIT TEETH" according to him
*whispers*
PHHFT, his looks WORSE than rabbit teeth, I swear. :|
and NOW,
He was like, "Your legs are so hairy."
or something about my legs but I heard him say HAIRY.
Grr. I wanted to fight back okay?
Don't think I'm a PUSSY (according to JAIME NAUJ)
I was even ATTEMPTING to smash him!
But I couldn't cause you know why?
It STRUCK-ED me,REAL hard.
My mum always told me to never mind if I am furry or BALHIBUUN
and I'm even proud of it cause they SPARKLE when it gets hit by sunlight!
But people, like GIAN. are too cruel and ignorant to notice its beauty.
Do you get that feeling,
the feeling that you want to fight back
but you couldn't because what the person said was overly PAINFUL and INTIMIDATING?
If you had that feeling, I praise you.
But if you didn't YET, let me introduce you to GIAN so he could insult you then.

To Gian,
No wonder you're little, because you've got disgusting manners.
And you were like, SMILING at me when you were INSULTING me.
Aww! HOW CUTE. :|
I can't WAIT to smash your tiny body the next time you insult me.

Ever Since I Laid My Eyes on You.

See the title?
Yeah, THAT's gonna be the name of my upcoming book.
I just need to finish it. But I'm not even HALF-WAY there!
LOL. Well, I cant finish it fast since the plot and settings and etc. is alot. and I'm sure already about where I'm gonna publish it. :D
OMG. I cant wait.. :D
Anyways, awhile ago, like just a few minutes ago. My mum and my nanny were roaming around the house silently, spreading some fog or smoke? and it smelled really, holy or ancient or something. :))
I kept on asking them "WHY THE HELL ARE YOU DOING THAT!??!"
And they just went around the house,
back and forth without even talking or looking at me.
And after, my mum scolded me for being so noisy and I wasnt supposed to.
I was so CURIOUS!
And I asked her, "Mummyy.. What was that for anyway?"
She whispered. "To drive away bad spirits."
I WAS PETRIFIED. Like someone just did PETRIFICUS TOTALUS on me. :))
then I asked my nanny, "Why did we need to do this? is our house even haunted or something? is there a spirit roaming around?"
She said, "Well, we can never know.--------"
And she was mentioning some stuffs but I couldnt really hear her since I was listening to music at the same time, studying while continuing my To-BE-BOOK. :))
But I'm sure, she did say something.
that there IS a spirit.
a bad one in our house.
Thats why,,
at the moment, my hair's like standing and I'm getting goose bumps and shaky hands while doing this.
and when mum told me about the reason why,
my back and left shoulder's is starting to ache.
like someone's hurting me.

Gotta go guys.
I'm too threatened to continue. XD. but seriously.

Tom Cully ACCEPTED my friend request!!

So recently, while I was studying,
I was checking on Tom Cully's myspace so I could listen to his songs.
But before I could click his PROFILE,
there was this THINGY written below his picture,
it said "Matches From: My Friends"
And I thought, "What could THAT mean??"
But I just nudged it off and viewed his profile, anyway.
But as I saw beside his picture, I was shocked.
there was a "FRIENDS ✔"
Omg. OMG. OMG. OH MY GULAY.
You may think it's no big deal, but IT IS.
It really is! :D
I couldnt take it but jump and jump and scream and scream
(well, not like I'm obsessed or something, I'm just Happy )
until I sprained my ankle
And this time, it's no joke. I really sprained it.
It's supposed to be painful, but now, it's weird.
I dont feel anything. I guess, this is what people say.
TRUE HAPPINESS. :D
(phhfft, I am being a goof already, I should stop.XD )
I feel. I feelllll. DIFFERENT. In a good way. :)
Maybe cause he doesnt just add any random person
or because I do feel something. :">
*pinches self AGAIN*

Tom Cully,
OMG, you're not even online. yet you accepted my friend request.
ARIGATO. :""""")

OMG, TOM CULLY.

Okay, So let me tell you about Tom. :)
I first knew him when there was the LIBERA poster in my school's bulletin board.
and Regretfully, I was telling my friends that "HE LOOKS LIKE JACOB IN TWILIGHT!!!"
*cough cough* yeah, that was my first impression of him.
And I was thinking that I would be OLDER than him, when I saw the pictures of him google and in the libera site..
my face was like O.O

But when I watched their performances, the one who really caught my eye was Josh.
But that was a long time ago. Tiffany can have him.
(Well,I'm not ready to let go of him yet, NOT YET)
And when we met in the meet and greet, I DOUBT he was looking at me since he was busy signing some cd's.
And to catch attention I was like, "ARIGATO!!!"
in a cute kind of way like those japanese girls say it.
I SWEAR, IT WAS SUCH AN EPIC FAILURE.
But at least he responded, "ari--ga-fagjhfnejehfenr" :))
*Sighs* oh well,,,

When Tom had myspace, I quickly checked up on him.
And of course, I added him as a friend.
Not in a kind of creepy way, just in a friendly way that I would LOVE to be his friend. :)
But 'till now, he still didnt reply to my friend request. So, Instead. I added Ben Crawley aka BIG BEN!!!
I made sure I sent him a friendly message that was sent along to my friend request that
"I'm just another fan of yours, but dont worry, I dont over-do the fan-thing, and it would be an HONOR to be your friend."
(um, I dont remember saying the "it would be an honor to be your friend" part..but something like that. )
Just so my FAILED-ATTEMPT-TO-BE-FRIENDS with Tom wouldnt be the same as with BIG BEN.
And he was online that time, and after I checked a minute later,,
its said "Jane♡is now friends with Ben Crawley"
I was, Jumping with JOY. Shouting praises.
Until I sprained my ankle.
I'm kidding, of course I didnt sprain my ankle. :P
So, I've been having this strange feeling to talk to BIG BEN or something, but I was scared..
What if I'm being a goof? What if I'm over-doing the FAN-THING??
OMG, I wouldnt want that to happen. So I didnt bug BIG BEN, not one bit.

WAIT, THIS IS ABOUT TOM, NOT BIG BEN!!!!!!!
omg, Forgive me.

Anyways,, I watched a video of Tom singing in his bedroom.
I think the title of the song was Cashmere?
And as he sang the first part, the "WHY, why does have to end like this?"
I swear, I felt like I was blown away.
it felt like cold breeze around my body when I heard him sing.
And whenever he DID sing, I would remember the
TOM-DIDNT-REPLY-TO-MY-FRIEND-REQUEST-STILL,,
I'd start feeling mad and betrayed.
PHHFFFTTT, why would I feel betrayed when he doent even know me???
Now THAT, my friend. Is the QUESTION.
Hmm, I dont know.. Maybe I'm in love with him? :D
*telling myself*Oh come on, get a life. HE has a GIRLFRIEND.
OUCH...
*pinches self* another OUCH. :((((((((((

So I guess that's it. I still need to study. :)

OMG, TOM CULLY.
Do you have any idea that I've been waiting for you to accept or decline my friend request?
If you want to decline it. please, just do it. Dont hurt me slowly. :(
Dont you remember me? I was the girl wearing a blue shirt that had white dots on it and I said ARIGATO even though you guys werent japs.
*smile turns to tears*

Omg. I'm so emotional. I should get a life.
But really. I am hurt.

Philippine Science High School...

Hiya! Yeah, I know its been a while since I last posted a post.
School is soooo (yeah, SOOOO) stressing!
It's hard to get an A in the quizzes. :(
especially when our Reading teacher's handwriting is soooo tiny,
I would get headache and a low grade after the quiz. :(
So, it's SEM BREAK for my school
and I'm supposed to have fun, right?
since it's BREAK-SEM BREAK.
Ha ha Ha, WRONG. :|
I have to study 24/7 just so I wouldn't have a difficult time trying to answer the PSHS Entrance Test.
Yes, it's a public school *sighs* I know.
But at least we get to use LAPTOPS instead of PAPER.
HA! I PWNED you. :P
Anyways,,, PSHS is a school for scholars.
And the curriculum is pretty much HIGHER than the heavens above. :D
*whispers* This school is only for nerds. and I'm not even one! but I NEED to pass.
My mum and I went to buy some reviewers and we bought maybe, 5.
FIVE thick reviewers. OHMYGULAY (or OHMYVEGETABLES) I'm not even half-way finished with the TEST 1 (100 items) in the FIRST REVIEWER!! and I answered it like the other day!
*****what a shame,, I know********
My friend, Joie and I shall suffer together when we get to PSHS.
(Phhhhfffttt!!As if we're even gonna pass!)
But hey, I should give myself a try in the entrance test if I have the GUTS to be one of those nerds.
*flashes*
Nerdy Kid: HAHA! You're one of ussss!!! *yucky nasal sounds*
*pointing at ME*

Oh Myy.....

PSHS may be a public school but its curriculum and standards is like for private schools.
I wanna try to be a scholar, I guess change is good if I just give it a try?
I dont wanna be like those rich kids who do this and that and give no meaning to what they're doing now..
They may be rich, but that doesnt make them anything.

I guess this is all I could say for now.
WISH ME (and JOIE) LUCK!!
I'll tell you if I pass or not, okay?

PSHS..
I know you're here to help me, help me change, help me realize that nothing's gonna happen unless I try hard to make a mountain move.
November 6,, November 6 IS COMINGGGGGGG!

Braces and Rebond. and Piercing

Ni hao! I think its been a while since I posted a POST. :)

But anyways, I apologize for the late info about my BRACES and REBOND and EAR PIERCING.

Soo, Let's start with my BRACES:

I got them last last last last week. on a saturday.

My dentist said putting on the braces will take 30 minutes.

and guess what time I got out? FROM 1:00 to 3:00 PM

How wonderful. EXCELLENT. :|

It didn't really hurt but as I started my first CHEW, the pain came and it lasted for about 2 days.

And 'till now, no pain came. SO I'm waiting for my next adjustment. :D

But while I'm waiting for the next month (every adjustment: every month) My dentist placed some ANNOYING Molar Bands. I swear, they are annoying and irritating to the tongue. especially when they're in the LOWER Molars. If you're really curious how painful it is, Try rubbing your tongue on your brackets HARD and do it 24/7 (unless you have braces, HAHA!)

Its been 5 days OF HELL (and counting!) and I've been telling my mum about the uncontrollable PAIN. *flashback*

"Mumaa, My molar bands REALLY hurt. I cant do anything! cause just a single move from my tongue, it's gonna hurt ALOT. Mummy, can you tell the dentist to take it off please??" I said.

"It was YOU who wanted braces, YOU have to face it. NO backing out."

She said..with a straight face.

And I was explaining back and forth but NO LUCK. :(

I feel so abandoned. :((

So anyway, my tongue is ripped (i mean the skin.) and my OWN mother doesn't care. she said I DESERVED it.

phhhhhfffttt, EXCUSE ME?

REBOND:

I had my hair rebonded like, last saturday too! :) and guess how many hours it took? 5? 6? 4? WRONG. it took 8 hours,, 8 WHOLE HOURS.

It didn't seem THAT long to me cause I had my iPod and I could play GAMES and ETC. But there was no Wi-Fi. So I couldn't do THIS post on that particular day. :(

So, I'm not supposed to wash my hair for 3 days. But I ended up washing it on the third day cause my scalp was getting itchy due to heat and sweat. :))

*Cough cough* how embarrassing.

And I guess it's okay, I was able to adjust with the hotness of the environment AND my long hair (my hair's like higher than the waist line, I think?)

:D

EAR PIERCING:

I had my both ears PIERCED last month after our Periodicals

(or let's say, after MASSIVE Studying for 5 DAYS?)

And it was scary at first cause when I was ready to get pierced, she didn't shoot yet, but when I was relaxed, SHE DID IT. and it SCARED ME.

and my face was like O.O then, I starting jumping and waving my hands on my face for air cause it was freakishly HOT. I don't know why but my ears felt HOT.

The lady was like, laughing cause I reacted so late and when she did the other ear, the same thing happened.

I was TOO scared to move my ears after she told me that I should avoid hitting it cause it might cause infection or something? And it felt HOT! and painful. that's why I was so scared to move my head. :))

and it took FOREVER for me to fall asleep cause I move a lot when I sleep.

So, if any of you are planning to pierce any of your body parts, I recommend you do it in the morning or something. Just make sure that you won't go to bed STRAIGHT. cause going to bed JUST after you had your ears pierced is gonna make you feel scared.

Mine's getting better. And I feel GREAT about having two holes in my ear but some of my friends disagree cause it make me look like gangster-ish hobos. Or HOBOS-who-think-they're-cool. :))

Braces and Rebond. and Piercing made me look so different now.

But changes are good, but not TOO much. :)

CISV!!!!!!!

Yes. my new topic is about CISV!
if you haven't heard of it yet, it's a CAMP.
There are LOADS of places to choose from.
If i were to choose, I'd choose CISV USA. :)
Gahhhhh. I wanna join. My sister wants to join. WE WANT TO JOIN.
But if my sister and I were gonna join CISV,
I bet my sister will choose CISV Canada. She had always wanted to go to Canada and live there. :))
But just one problem. It's kinda ahh...you know,, EXPENSIVE.
Yeah, sad.but true.
They've got this scholarship stuff and I've been dying to get that scholarship.
and oh yeah, GOING to your specific camp is gonna cost ALOT already.
How much more if I'd enroll in CISV??
So, I've heard of this CAMP just last year when both of my classmates were away for Finland for 2 whole months.
(They chose CISV Finland and every camp is for 2 months, I guess)
We had school, of course. But they still caught up with us since they had tutor with our teachers about the lessons and quizzes they were gonna miss.
So, after 2 months.
They arrived and I asked one of them..
I asked, "Johanna, what on EARTH were you doing in Finland, GOOFING AROUND While WE, your PRECIOUS classmates are studying VERY hard to pass 5th grade!?!"
And she replied, "No, OF COURSE WE WERENT GOOFING AROUND! We were joining this camp called CISV. Super fun."
I said, "Phhhfffttt, staying in a camp like CIvv- whatever is like drinking lots and LOTS of bubble tea when you're not supposed to!"
(what I meant was, It was like cutting classes when you know its illegal)
So she said, " It's CISV not CIVV! Sandrine, You should google it if you really wanna see how FUN it is."
And so I googled CISV
and damn, it seemed really FUN!
So I told my mom,, But it didn't turn out pretty good. :(
*FLASHBACK*
"Mum! MUM!!! You should really look at this CISV thing, It seems really fun. Can I-"
"NO." *with a straight face*
"B-but I really wanna-"
"I said NO." she said.
"But I really really wanna try CISV!" Getting watery eyes already.
"Okay. But how much is the enrollment fee?"
*Spirits lifted* "Dunno. But my classmate said its SUPER DUPER EXPENSIVE" :D
"Okay."
"YOU'LL LET MEEEEE??" *really happy inside*
"No, You're grounded."
and she left.
*FLASHBACK ENDED*
I know, we're not rich. I'm just a poor kiddo..in my opinion.
So, I guess I'll just keep on DREAMING. :)

CISV! CiSv,
You should give me the scholarship thing..really. :))
But seriously,, PLEASE?
Can't you see me begging here? ;(

Bangs!!!!!

If you didn't know, I HATED bangs because I used to think it would make you FUGLY.
But now that my bangs grew really long now, I think I want it back.
So, I've been persuading my mom AND my hairstylist (or somethng) to let me have BANGS.
But no can do, they wouldn't let me. :(
My mom said i would get ALOT more pimples,
He (the one who usually cuts my hair) says I will look ugly....and old.
But then I told him that JUST make the bangs look good on me.
"I don't CARE what kind of bangs you'd choose for me, i JUST want bangs"
and now I have BANGS. and he said I look ugly. but I dont look ugly.
Since he was the one who cut my hair and it was him who knows how to make my hair fit my face.
So, I'm happy. :)

To Kuya Eric,
Thanks for the BANGS.
It took me a while to convince you to let me have bangs.
I LOVE the way you make my hair lovable. :)
Just don't forget to make it LAYERED.
You know I will die of humiliation if my hair isn't layered.
But for now, ARIGATO. :)

10th Sip International Competition!!!!

To my fellow classmates who keep on asking me why I wasn't around last Friday....

I had to ditch the afternoon classes so I could catch up with my flight
for Saturday's INTERNATIONAL COMPETITION!!!! :)

And If I hadn't ditched the afternoon classes,
I could've been left behind already.
Don't believe me?
Well, When we got to the airport and did all the scanning and stuff,
They already started paging our names.
like, "SANDRINE JANE SIA, LAST CALL."
We were all like running like MAD going to the airplane part already.
Oh Yeah!!!!. :))
lmao. And when we got inside,
some lady called me, "Excuse me,"
And I looked,
And she was just SMILING>>> Like she knew me or something.
It was kinda weird but it made me feel FAMOUS. LOL!
Soo, we finally got inside and when we were going to our seats,
My SIP friends were there
and they were all like, "Hi Sandrine!!"
And I was greeting each and every one of them.
PLUS, we were noisy. :))

And so, we arrived and we got to the Hotel SUPER DUPER late.
cause we had to go to Parañaque to drop my sister in our tita's house.
and it kinda took a while for us to leave.
But that isnt part of this post.
So let's skip it. :)

Soo. We went to our seats waiting for the parade to start.
and soon enough, the parade started and we all went back to our seats again since we had to go out and get in again.
And it was SCARING the s*** out of me cause,,,
I have been waiting for soooo long.
and NOW, it's here!!!!!
Few minutes...HOURS later.
the Kaira lady blew the whistle as the signal then TURN and ANSWER!!!
my hands were shaking cause I was MORTIFIED and it was FREEZING.
But I don't care, I just needed to do the best I could do
and VOILA, she blew the whistle again(For us to stop answering already)

Soo, it was break time and it was time for the medals that are to be given to everyone. PLUS 2 Fish Crackers, I think??
Nah, all I know it was JUNK FOOD. :)
And then an Indian dude, suddenly threw it(the junk food) at me
and he and his friends were running JUST as I looked on who did the act.
And my friend beside me was all like, AYYEEE
*Kind of sound used by Filipinos whenever LOVE is in the AIR*
But I dont think he liked me cause,,
I kinda understood what he said in INDIAN LANGUAGE,
He was saying "Free! for Free"
Well, Maybe he really wanted to give it cause he wanted to be friends with me,
or maybe he just wanted to dispose it and gave it to me??
Sooo, yeah. I had about,,, 10 FAILED ATTEMPTS to ask for their email add
(ALL OF THEM, not only the Indians)
Cause Indonesians DON'T understand English.
and I get this terrible headache whenever I try to ask the INDIANS and the others.
Yeah, cause they're soo cool!
they're like in Grand Module already. (grand module is the highest level in SIP)
And the results was I was 1ST RUNNER UP!!! yippeee! Though I wanted LEVEL CHAMPION, I guess its better to have 1ST RUNNER UP rather than nothing at all.
So I'm Contended and slept peacefully.

So I guess that's it.
I still have to study for my special test in Science since I missed it last Friday.
And as Chairperson, I need to do ALOT of stuffs for my class's sake.
:D

10th Sip International Competition..
Makes me love SIP much more. :)

Goodbye Summer, Hello School

Since school is gonna start TOMORROW
( 15th day of June 2010 )
Umm, I've heard that other countries would have their summer vacation in the time when our school starts.. I guess??
And I kinda feel TENSED and TIRED.
This is the very first time of my school life to feel like this whenever school's coming
cause my usual reaction was EXCITEMENT
But I have no idea what's happening to me now.
Maybe I wasn't ready to let go of SUMMER yet
or maybe because I'm graduating this year
Which means,,
Difficult lessons, annoying teachers, retarded classmates, slutty batch mates,
PEER PRESSURE but worse.
What my friends usually tell me when I say these things,
they'd go all,
"SANDRINE SIA, DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT SEEING YOUR FRIENDS AGAIN, DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT MEETING NEW FRIENDS??"
Damnit, I wasn't taking about YOU guys,,
I was talking about THEM. i say.. THEM!!!!!
( If you don't get it, i want to explain but what if THEY are reading this. so i'll just tell you when we meet,, someday. :)) )

Soo...I guess this is IT. :)

To SUMMER: I will miss you for sure. but look at the bright side, we'll see each other after 10 MONTHS. if you could wait for me THAT long. :D

To SCHOOL: err, Hi again. Since last school year didn't go out well, how about we try to make THIS school year a kickass? you better get along with me.. OR ELSE. :|

Jejemon!!!!!!!!!!

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Omg. I don't get it. lol.
the site is WWW.JEJEMON.COM
just if you wanna try it out.
But still,,, don't use this language.
You don't wanna be expelled,, do you?
or if you don't wanna be kicked out of your job.

To my Tkd Friends.....

On the 4th day of June 2010 was the very last day I had been with my tkd friends.
Though we (my sis and I) were very late in coming, they didn't seem to care.
'Cause it's better to be LATE than never.
So I took pictures/videos of them while they were having fun swimming, kayaking and riding the jet ski.
Though I couldn't join them, all that mattered to me was I was there.

I still want you as my friend even if you hate me deep inside.

I'm sorry if you think I'm a loner but I just don't have much to say.
I'm sorry if I can't be like my sister. But I'm just ME.
I'm sorry if I'm a weakling but I'm just too shy.
I'm sorry if I get hurt if you don't text me when you do to my sis I guess i finally realize that my sis sure is BETTER than me...:(

You made me smile so much that I've forgotten how to cry already.
But now that summer's over....
My eyes aren't crying but my HEART is.
I thank you for the summer and I will MISS you
I'll never forget each one of you
And I hope you feel the same way too.
See you next summer and farewell.

"Together we STAND, together we FALL, together we LAUGH, together we CRY, Together we're TaeKwonDo."

Laughing when it isn't funny..

So,,,
I've been in this some sort of situation that I have to bear with when I chat with PEOPLE (online).
Yes,, the part when the person LAUGHS at what you said when you weren't expecting that reaction. :|
Okay okay, If none of you get annoyed with this,
Then I guess I'm just too SENSITIVE??
Don't mind if I'm asking this,,
But is this NORMAL or just part of NATURE????
I guess, that's all since this is just a little complaint. 0.0
lol.

Laughing when it isn't funny... is that supposed to be funny????

Promotion Day...

So i just got back home...
from Tae Kwon Do...
Yes Yess. We had our PROMOTION.
And YES. It was stressing and EMBARRASSING.
STRESSING-- because I was VERY VERY thirsty and when I finally got water it was our turn to do the forms and etc. and when I did my FIRST move, my tummy wobbled HARD and in my head I was like OUCH.
If you don't think it doesn't hurt, IT DOES.
Because it is just like moving/running a lot just after you finished eating.
Since it was sooo painful,
all I could think about was the PAIN, I had a hard time remembering what to do.
EMBARRASSING-- I made a lot of MISTAKES...
since the INSTRUCTOR had a really really low voice that I could barely hear what he tells us to do.
and PEOPLE (people i say.. PEOPLE) were staring at me. with the 0.0 reaction.
Even my friends in the lower rank was thinking that I was not yet ready.
But I WAS ready. Until the STOMACH ACHE came...
I guess this is ALL for now..
I'm still gonna kick this SIR RAUL's ass for HUMILIATING me
and if I fail... HE'S DEAD.

Promotion Day.. Might be JUST your nightmare if you're not ready.
(for those who are in some kind of MARTIAL ARTS)

Gay Much???? ughhh.

So I used to have a crush who's name is Ralph.
Because we weren't in the same class in SIP,
I was picturing the wrong RALPH.
But now that I'm in the same class as him,
Wow...It's hard to believe that this IS him.
0.0
Yeah. he's pretty DEMANDING.
and.Gay.much.
Cause you wanna know why??
he was sooooo superrrr over reacting just because my sister called him a DUMBASS. when my sis was just joking. She even placed "XD" and LMAO when she called him that.
and he'd force me to give him the fb of my crush. AGAIN AND AGAIN.
He'd even say "LAGI" (or ALRIGHT) in a rude way and he'd say AHW like he's not interested.
Okay, I don't care if he likes me back. But i liked him CENTURIES ago. So he's Too Late already.

Gay Much... REALLY.

Tumblrrrrrrrrr errrrr. :))

Hey everyonee. :)
Guess what, I've got a Tumblr account.
FINALLY!!!!
I wasn't really to get one but I was gonna give it a try.
And some people told me to get a Tumblr account
because.....??

so ANYWAYS. if you wanna take a look at my tumblr
just press THIS ( i mean not that one...)
Just press it and Voila!


@KC Bascar: Were you asking if I had a Tumblr account??
If you did,,,
I have noww! :)
But I'm still starting out.
Sooo, could you give me some tips on how to beautify it??
cause it's kinda different from BLOGGER.com
Tee Hee

A Million Heart-melting Hellos and ONE Heart-breaking Goodbye

Yes, I went to Negros along with my relatives and close cousins for the Election.
It was pretty fun since my cousins were there.
We'd watch TV together, eat, sleep, do fishing
and our HIYO's. :)) (HEY or HELLO for short.)
We spent 5 days of complete fun together.
But then on the 6th day, they had to leave while I had to stay
(since I had a visitor to assist there)
So they were all preparing their stuffs
and we were like " Byeyo"
Then i felt my heart shatter.
Because we've been saying HIYO every time we see each other.
But now that they're going,





I don't think I can bear seeing them leave. :(

But now that I'm back,, NO WORRIES!!! :))
Lol, so emotional.

Brandon Biaño: Who I think he is?

Do you have a friend who's BIG
Though BIGGER than you,
But has the BIGGEST heart?
I do and I'm proud to call him my FRIEND.
Because whenever I see people tease him about his size, he doesn't seem to be affected, but beneath those big glasses of his, you'd see that he's pretty hurt.
I sometimes regret for NOT spending my time with him like we used to be, for being so rude to him in Fourth Grade and for all the stuffs I did that hurt him.

If you know someone who's huge, don't tease them,
Who knows, YOU might be one someday.

To Brandon: The post may be short(and random, according to you),
because i don't wanna make it TOO long. :))
Thank you so much for seeing me when I was invisible.
I'm sorry if you think I'm a SNOB, I just didn't notice.
Thanks for the friendship that never seemed to last.
I wish that you'd never change.

Why I don't tell my SCHOOLmates about my Blog?

The question that my SCHOOL friends often ask me:
"Why didn't you tell us that you had a blog?!?!?"

Since I don't wanna say it over and over again,
Here's my ANSWER:
I don't tell them that I have a blog since I know my batch VERY well,
they criticize every MOVING being that they see or hear.
and EVERYTHING.
(criticize or admire, whatever. JK)
And it annoys me whenever they say some really horrible things to me.

Like this:
Someone tells me online,
"You know what, you think you sing so well but you actually sound like $hit."
Then I say,
"Is that all you can say then? if you still have more, why don't you just shut your mouth and leave because I'm not interested."

I was soo mad I felt like I wanted to quit singing already.
But it doesnt mean I don't accept any opinions from others,
its just that the way that person just said to me was way OUT of control why can't they just say their opinions to me nicely?

And because some of my batch mates are feelers and they think their cool and stuff,
they judge people not by the way they act but the way they look.
That's why the feelers look like mannequins with the ugliest make up.

I hope my SCHOOL friends will understand why.
:)

The Greatest Dad

About my Dad,,
I LOVE him very much and I know that he loves me very much also.
Though he doesn't always understand what I tell him or he doesn't always give me what I want;
He's still my Dad and at least he feels EXACTLY how I feel.
(unlike my Mum....pfffffft.)
I don't mean it in a bad way, okay?
And can you imagine,
I started wearing glasses when I was in fourth grade
(I started wearing in the year 2008)
And NOW, I have FOUR pairs of glasses.
Its not THAT much but in my family, I got the MOST.
That's why my mum goes CRAZY when I tell her I broke my glasses.....accidentally
My dad has been wearing his FIRST pair of glasses for five years already
No damage, No dirt, No scratch.
Wow, how does he- how does.......Never mind.
I'm speechless and I still can't believe it.

To my Dad,
我的父亲,我爱你很多,我希望你能保持不变。

Who wants to be on TV???

SOO if you guys didn't know,
My sis, my nanny and I woke up early this morning (5:00 or 4:00 AM i think?)
just to get ready for Taekwondo since we were gonna be on tv!!
*not interested voice* yes, we will..... :((
being part of it was NOT my plan, okay?
Blame my dear sister who wanted to go.
And if i wouldn't go, she'll beat me up.
But she already did and it was caught on tape
and EVERYONE will know that she is an abusive sister. :))
I was thinking doing it (the tkd being featured and stuff) was a waste.
But i take it back, it wasn't so bad after all :)

Gtg now..
I still have to deal with my NUMB legs.

WHy I'm not always posting much posts these days?

Sorry, I've been BUSY *ehem*
Yeah, busy beaten up by my TAEKWONDO friends
Lol, not really.
(To my TKD dudes, I'm weaker than you think, so STOP making me kick harder when I can't.)
Because I'm sooo preoccupied with TKD, I don't even have time to do my FSE Log!
Oh yeah,
I'm kinda upset that Libera isn't coming to Cebu
(Am I sure that they really aren't going?)
HELLO, what do you think was their reason why they planned to have two concerts in Manila instead of one?

Yes,,
a very OUCH for the Libera fans in Cebu.

What I HATE about my Life?

Of course everybody has something to HATE about, right?
Alright, Let me tell you MINE.
1. I hate my lousy good-for-nothing noisy neighbors (only the KIDS)
All they do is play, shout, mess up someone's garage, play, shout..play?
And these kids think their so cool, messing with someone RICHER than them.
Like, 50x richer than them.
(I'm not talking about me, I'm talking about my neighbor who's a young adult)
2. I hate being a GOODY-TWO-SHOES in my family.
Some may say, "If you don't wanna be, then don't be!"
Exactly! But the ONLY way to get what I want is to be a Goody good good.
Which makes me SICK, because my sister who is *what do you call this* IRRESPONSIBLE gets ANYTHING she wants because she'll just say,
"Dad, buy me this"
and if she doesn't get it, she'll be like cursing BEHIND them.
unlike me, I feel like I'm just taken for granted
For example:
"Daddy could you buy me this,,,,please???"
"Okay, But we'll just buy it later, okay?"
"Alright, daddy.If you say so." :D
a few days..or weeks....or months....or YEARS later,
STILL, nothing happened.
So do you see what I have to go through when I ask for something
(Well, this happens only sometimes, LOL)
3. I HATE HATE being teased when I didn't even TALK to them.
To those who do this to me or got away from me,
ALWAYS remember that I remember EVERY single bit you did to me.
So BETTER apologize to me before I make YOU apologize my OWN way.

I guess that's it.
*I still have more* :))

LOL

Random Fact About ME #2

The first time I've heard of FIREFLIES by ADAM YOUNG
I was like, "What the, this song is RETARDED.. YUCK"
I was thinking it was retarded because when I heard the part
"A fox trot beneath my bed-"
I was thinking it was wierd since I didn't know what fox trot is. :))
but when I got to know it better,
I took it back, it wasn't retarded after all.

I guess, I SHOULD listen before I judge the song.


:D

Libera Sickness

Hey dudes and dudettes!
Do you guys FREAK OUT or scream (when you're not in public) whenever you see you're favorite band on tv or etc.?
Well, I do.. But i don't do it in public.
So, only family and friends know how SICK i am for Libera.
I've been trying to forget them, but HOW??
Whenever I say to myself,
"FORGET THEM and besides, they will NEVER know you. You're just another fan of theirs."
Even though I'm just saying it to myself, I feel like my own self HATES me just for liking Libera.
My mind tells me to "forget them and move on,"
but my heart tells me to "hang on and just BELIEVE that they WILL meet you, NOW just wasn't the time."

Should I really MOVE ON like what my MIND tells me,
or should I still BELIEVE that they will meet me like what my HEART tells me?

Random Fact about ME #1

I hate dudes who change in front of me.
especially in taekwondo. :((
(to my TKD dude friends who do this:
Sorry guys, but I REALLLY hate it when you do that.)
and whenever we're finally dismissed
i would think, "Oh shoot, i HATE HATE this part."
5, 4, 3, 2, 1, DDDAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMM*
They did it.
So, if some people think I like that dude cause he's showing his abs and stuff,
phhhf, ARE YOU CRAZY!?
why would I like some dude who just changes in front of me?????
I'm not gonna like him, I'm gonna HATE him. That's for sure. :D
*A little advice for the dudes, if you're trying to impress a girl with the CLEAN(who doesnt think DIRTY) mind, DO NOT be topless in front of her even though you've got ABS.*

About my Glasses #1

In the previous days, I haven't been wearing my glasses because when we were on a vacation in Negros, it suddenly broke.
Whooah, don't blame me. I placed it in the RIGHT place.
I planned NOT to tell my mom that time cause she might ALARM.
(you know, scold me and stuff)
But when we got back, I quickly admitted to my mom about my glasses.
I wasn't scared, phffff. WHY would I??? it was definitely not my fault.
I'm a good and responsible glasses-owner!
.....ish.
She didn't freak out, i guess.
She just told me to wear my Extra pair of Glasses.
NO WAY, NUH UH, NO NO NO WAY am i wearing that in public.
sorry mom, but I reallly don't like it. :((
Oh yeah, I spent my 1 hour in EO trying out THOUSANDS of glasses/frames
But no, It did not ring the bell.
I've seen one pair of glasses but I was too scared to ask my mom if I could try it.
I guess i didn't want to be scolded in public.
When I was finally saying YES to the pair of glasses which is now MINE
:(( I can't believe it's mine. (in a sad way)
I felt like i wanted to throw tantrums and CRY because ~sighs~
I didn't get what I wanted to get.

Taekwondo Family

If you guys didn't know, I joined Taekwondo last last summer.
I skipped LAST summer since I got soo mad at my trainer who we invited and some good friends.(it was my sis's birthday) And by surprise, he brought ALOT of people who we did NOT invite.
So, I was pretty mad that i ditched them and taekwondo and forget that i knew them.
I guess I made some of my friends feel sad since they didn't do anything, only our trainer.
Actually, I just came from Taekwondo today and I take it back, it wasn't so bad after all since our good-for-nothing trainer wasn't there. :D
I could still see familiar faces but only a few. and that FEW faces were my good friends.
They still remember me even though my face changed SO much, no one recognizes me.
But them, they make me feel like I never changed, they made me feel that I don't need to change so I could fit in.
I've realized it wasn't them who made me feel so OUT-OF-PLACE, it was ME who made myself be OP.
I admit it, I'm pretty much of a MAN HATER since all I think of them are HARSH.
But when I was in TAEKWONDO, they seem like they're soft whenever they're around little girls like ME!! :)
But when they kick and do *Spah ring* (fighting) Man, they drive me NUTS. They hit so hard, I feel like screaming inside thinking, "I don't wanna battle against them!!"

To my Taekwondo Friends,
I'm sorry for putting you down.
I love you guys (and older girl FRIENDs as a FRIEND)
STAY THE SAME, or else I WILL NOT GO BACK TO TAEKWONDO. ( i mean it )
I'm glad I came back to Taekwondo.
And to our Trainer who made me MAD last summer, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. And i will NEVER forgive you, NEVER. Forget about ME being kind to your before. and THANKS a LOT for ruining my summer, LAST summer.
(I'm mean if people are mean to me or make me mad, that's why only mean people think I'm mean.)

What I think about the iPad?

First of all, I admit liking it since it has enough space for you to put your hand and stuff.
Oh yeah, and the iBooks app! That's what I call INTERESTING.
That's the 2 things that I like about the iPad
But the things i DO NOT like about it since its just like iTouch but WAY bigger.
I mean, it doesn't even have what iPhone has.
It's just like Apple is making us think that this is a BETTER option.
But if you don't like iTouch, i bet you wouldn't like iPad either.
It's BIGGER than the iTouch but THINKS and ACTS like an iTouch
(Except for the rotating thingy)


What do YOU think about the new iPad?

5 days no internet? OH NO!!

Apparently, I was away for vacation for 5 days.
But there are two things I had to deal with; NO INTERNET and VERY VERY HOT SEASON.
Our spot was definitely cool and breezy at night and PLUS, we had the best view of the ocean but what we had to deal on was the HEAT.
I guess it was fun but not what you really call FUN since my cousins and I didn't really know what to do.
And I was most likely to be left behind in the house just watching TV since my sister and my cousins don't really care if I'm not with them.(sad)

Libera Going to the PHIL. and a random topic

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!?!!??!?!
Libera's going to have a concert in the philippines!
BUT, it's still gonna be in Manila.... darn you, manila :((
(don't take my emotional-ness that seriously, please.)
but what they say, SAVE the BEST for TOMORROW!!!!!
so I was regretting that I wasn't able to go to their concert last 2009 since I wanted the front-est of the front seat but it was TOO MUCH for a teenager. :((
so,my parents said either the balcony seat or NO CONCERT at all. TAKE it or LEAVE it
Then I said LEAVE it. since I was thinking it would STILL be useless if I'd stay in the balcony because UGGGHHH, i can BARELY see their faces and their size is like as small as my finger.



WHO WOULD WANT THAT?!?!?!

About HTF (Happy Tree Friends) 1

So, my first impressions about HTF aka Happy Tree Friends is that, the characters seem cute and innocent when suddenly they are being abused or killed in a YUCKY and DISGUSTING way(due to their stupidness). I USED to enjoy the brutal-ness but when my dad caught me watching especially the KILLING part, he nagged and scolded me that computers are supposed to be educational stuffs and he did NOT teach me to watch those things,so.... i kinda felt guilty and he said if catches me watching Happy Tree Friends again, he will ban me from the internet so I stopped watching since then.

do YOUR parents allow YOU to watch? :D

Home Alone 1

*NEWS REPORT*
SHOCKING NEWS: Teenage Dreamer is officially HOME ALONE.

"My mom's not around, my sister's not around, my nanny's not around.....and that means,, i'm HOME ALONE!? OOOOOHHHHHH somebody help me, I don't wanna be home alone!!! the place is sooooo quiet (except for the kids outside)"




I need a hug....
Won't you give me one????

School Matter 1

Okay, now that school is over (in ours) I kinda feel PEACE inside since I don't have to wake up from my sweet dream :(
it kinda makes me feel like I'm ditching it to have a nightmare instead!
I hate people who think they're so cool when their actually not.
(there are so MANY of them,trust me.)
They laugh at me just because I'm different and I stick to my own rules but what's worth laughing at is THEM since they're all the SAME
(more like CLONES) what's so cool about THAT??
I'm kinda used to being called a wierdo because even my OWN sister calls me one!


i feel so betrayed :((

Dream No. 2 (LIBERA)

This dream was a long time ago. But i just wanna share THIS one. :)
So, they went to my place since they know me (in my dream) and i was planning to tour them around the place but before that i went inside the condo parking place as a short cut going to the guard house since they said they need to have a very very TIGHT touring and make sure that NO ONE would know that they were with me.
Then, i saw from below JAMES THREADGILL was wearing his white robes while flapping his arms, and i was like "WHAT THE HECK, I HAVE TO GO DOWN FASTT!!!".
So i suddenly rushed to the poolside and i saw all of them and there was already a tour guide saying some things and etc, so when i sat, they were all standing up to go to the next side of the place. I noticed they were all wearing long sleeved plaids with different kinds of colors and i was wondering it made them feel hot inside
so i asked, "you don't really have to wear those long-sleeved thingy."
and a libera boy (can't recognize who) said, "No, this is how we're supposed to wear."
I went back inside and i saw josh/jonathan wearing my flats maybe because he was doing a dress up LOL
and i said to him "Nice shoes" pretending not to care about HIM wearing it.
As i lied down he went beside me and played with my hair from behind and said something to me, but i just couldnt hear since i woke up afterwards.

Beach! BEACH, BEACHHH

Yeah, so i came from the BEACH aka Portofino resort.
too many people. And bringing my shades was a waste because i forgot where i placed it in my bag and it had LOTS and LOTS of things inside.
Since then, my eyes where BURNING hot. yeah, hot hot hot hot!!!!!
At least i had fun taking some pictures of little kids making a sand castle that suddenly turned into a chocolate hill and leaving their toys around the sand :))

Wait, what happened to my picture????

I'm SUPER sorry that i wasn't able to blog on the other days since i had:
1. a TERRIBLE headache. Thanks to the direct sunlight and heat on me when i got out of SIP.
Want PROOF? Read my other post about me saying that I'm having a headache.
2. We had a party on the next day and i guess i got home soooo late already.








PS. Thanks for posting your reactions in my other topics. It means ALOT to me. :)

I DO NOT DESERVE THIS!!

okay, in the previous days i had ALOT of fun with my MAC, and now its controlling its own mind or something. when i want to go to facebook or to my blog, it wouldnt as if there wasnt internet. And i was crazy highlighting and entering the site name again and again, but it STILL DOES NOT work. So, my only option was to search in google (only google works,SAD) and here i am!!!!
i sort of have a headache after i just came from SIP academy and it was pretty HOT. yeah, i hate being under the sun. I wanna rest but i just dont wanna sleep in our double-sided bed, IT'S TOO BIG! i don't wanna wake up seeing something beside me!! and i dont wanna sleep in MY bed since its scary(for me)
and our place is SOOO quiet or should i say, TOO quiet. and when we scream or talk, it would echo in the ENTIRE townhouse.


Sucks, right?

Problem!!!

Okay, I have this HUGE crush-isb on this boy in LIBERA. THough i met him once, it seems like it wasnt enough because i know, i HAD to know him and he HAS to know me. One problem about him is that i'm confused if i like the older him or his YOUNGER him. I met his younger him first and i seemed to love his younger him much more than his OLDER him.

SLEEPOVER!!!!

Great newss!!!! I'm gonna got to Mysha's sleepover on err, April 9-10
Okay, for now... i have to SIP since my class is 1:00

See Ya!!
Sandrine aka TeenageDreamer

Encountering LIBERA last 2009 OCTUBER

Its been a while since i saw LIBERA and whenever i think of them i get GOOSEBUMPS. yeah, so THAT's how addicted (i mean, not much) i am to them. Okay, so my sister and I went to SM because that's where the Meet and Greet was held and we went arrived there at 4:00 but we COULD have arrived there at 3:00 or earlier BUT, nevermind.
SO, we were waiting for HOURS actually. My hands were sweating soo hard and my head was aching so much because i was TOO happy. And when they arrived, it was TOO noisy. But i kept quiet and sat still because i wanted them to think i'm not a crazy maniac like those STC girls who sat beside me and their like 12 yup, i watched her vid about LIBERA (aka iMonzter thingy). The embarrasing thing i did of them is that, I was thanking them in JAPANESE (arigato) and i was too preoccupied on which was my album, and someone was INFRONT of me!!! I was like "Which is mine?!" and i just took one and left, and later i got mad, who the heck was infront of me, and i was HIT, it was JOSH.

Forgot to tell you...

When i was sleeping, i heard someone knocking the door but there was no one there, so i just closed it. I simply went back to bed and when i faced the ceiling, i saw a person with no face, no nothing! It seemed like it wanted to hypnotize me or something so i closed my eyes and screamed. When i looked again, it was gone..

Dream No. 1

what i dreamed about last night was RANDOM....and FREAKY
First, i was dancing ballet and i suddenly fell.
Next, I was in err, i dont know. and i was hiding, then my friends followed.
and a batch mate of mine seemed like he wanted to hide too, but he left.
Then, another batch mate of mine followed and hid at the back and started calling me by my nickname. I was like,
"WTH, how did HE know my nickname?!" so i went to him and accidentally left my other shoe,
"Maybe you should get that." he said.
So i said, "Nah, i'll get it later."
Then he suddenly caressed my hand and he said something but i just couldn't hear it.
And they all started running and screaming in terror so i followed but i had a hard time fixing my shoes. But no scary monster showed up..

10:05 PM

Wow, i've never been THIS late.......
But i had to sleep late just because of making a blog...:D
I'll tell you my dream after this okayy!!!!!

See Ya,
Sandrine aka TeenageDreamer