Brandon Biaño: Who I think he is?

Do you have a friend who's BIG
Though BIGGER than you,
But has the BIGGEST heart?
I do and I'm proud to call him my FRIEND.
Because whenever I see people tease him about his size, he doesn't seem to be affected, but beneath those big glasses of his, you'd see that he's pretty hurt.
I sometimes regret for NOT spending my time with him like we used to be, for being so rude to him in Fourth Grade and for all the stuffs I did that hurt him.

If you know someone who's huge, don't tease them,
Who knows, YOU might be one someday.

To Brandon: The post may be short(and random, according to you),
because i don't wanna make it TOO long. :))
Thank you so much for seeing me when I was invisible.
I'm sorry if you think I'm a SNOB, I just didn't notice.
Thanks for the friendship that never seemed to last.
I wish that you'd never change.

Why I don't tell my SCHOOLmates about my Blog?

The question that my SCHOOL friends often ask me:
"Why didn't you tell us that you had a blog?!?!?"

Since I don't wanna say it over and over again,
Here's my ANSWER:
I don't tell them that I have a blog since I know my batch VERY well,
they criticize every MOVING being that they see or hear.
and EVERYTHING.
(criticize or admire, whatever. JK)
And it annoys me whenever they say some really horrible things to me.

Like this:
Someone tells me online,
"You know what, you think you sing so well but you actually sound like $hit."
Then I say,
"Is that all you can say then? if you still have more, why don't you just shut your mouth and leave because I'm not interested."

I was soo mad I felt like I wanted to quit singing already.
But it doesnt mean I don't accept any opinions from others,
its just that the way that person just said to me was way OUT of control why can't they just say their opinions to me nicely?

And because some of my batch mates are feelers and they think their cool and stuff,
they judge people not by the way they act but the way they look.
That's why the feelers look like mannequins with the ugliest make up.

I hope my SCHOOL friends will understand why.
:)

The Greatest Dad

About my Dad,,
I LOVE him very much and I know that he loves me very much also.
Though he doesn't always understand what I tell him or he doesn't always give me what I want;
He's still my Dad and at least he feels EXACTLY how I feel.
(unlike my Mum....pfffffft.)
I don't mean it in a bad way, okay?
And can you imagine,
I started wearing glasses when I was in fourth grade
(I started wearing in the year 2008)
And NOW, I have FOUR pairs of glasses.
Its not THAT much but in my family, I got the MOST.
That's why my mum goes CRAZY when I tell her I broke my glasses.....accidentally
My dad has been wearing his FIRST pair of glasses for five years already
No damage, No dirt, No scratch.
Wow, how does he- how does.......Never mind.
I'm speechless and I still can't believe it.

To my Dad,
我的父亲,我爱你很多,我希望你能保持不变。

Who wants to be on TV???

SOO if you guys didn't know,
My sis, my nanny and I woke up early this morning (5:00 or 4:00 AM i think?)
just to get ready for Taekwondo since we were gonna be on tv!!
*not interested voice* yes, we will..... :((
being part of it was NOT my plan, okay?
Blame my dear sister who wanted to go.
And if i wouldn't go, she'll beat me up.
But she already did and it was caught on tape
and EVERYONE will know that she is an abusive sister. :))
I was thinking doing it (the tkd being featured and stuff) was a waste.
But i take it back, it wasn't so bad after all :)

Gtg now..
I still have to deal with my NUMB legs.

WHy I'm not always posting much posts these days?

Sorry, I've been BUSY *ehem*
Yeah, busy beaten up by my TAEKWONDO friends
Lol, not really.
(To my TKD dudes, I'm weaker than you think, so STOP making me kick harder when I can't.)
Because I'm sooo preoccupied with TKD, I don't even have time to do my FSE Log!
Oh yeah,
I'm kinda upset that Libera isn't coming to Cebu
(Am I sure that they really aren't going?)
HELLO, what do you think was their reason why they planned to have two concerts in Manila instead of one?

Yes,,
a very OUCH for the Libera fans in Cebu.

What I HATE about my Life?

Of course everybody has something to HATE about, right?
Alright, Let me tell you MINE.
1. I hate my lousy good-for-nothing noisy neighbors (only the KIDS)
All they do is play, shout, mess up someone's garage, play, shout..play?
And these kids think their so cool, messing with someone RICHER than them.
Like, 50x richer than them.
(I'm not talking about me, I'm talking about my neighbor who's a young adult)
2. I hate being a GOODY-TWO-SHOES in my family.
Some may say, "If you don't wanna be, then don't be!"
Exactly! But the ONLY way to get what I want is to be a Goody good good.
Which makes me SICK, because my sister who is *what do you call this* IRRESPONSIBLE gets ANYTHING she wants because she'll just say,
"Dad, buy me this"
and if she doesn't get it, she'll be like cursing BEHIND them.
unlike me, I feel like I'm just taken for granted
For example:
"Daddy could you buy me this,,,,please???"
"Okay, But we'll just buy it later, okay?"
"Alright, daddy.If you say so." :D
a few days..or weeks....or months....or YEARS later,
STILL, nothing happened.
So do you see what I have to go through when I ask for something
(Well, this happens only sometimes, LOL)
3. I HATE HATE being teased when I didn't even TALK to them.
To those who do this to me or got away from me,
ALWAYS remember that I remember EVERY single bit you did to me.
So BETTER apologize to me before I make YOU apologize my OWN way.

I guess that's it.
*I still have more* :))

LOL

Random Fact About ME #2

The first time I've heard of FIREFLIES by ADAM YOUNG
I was like, "What the, this song is RETARDED.. YUCK"
I was thinking it was retarded because when I heard the part
"A fox trot beneath my bed-"
I was thinking it was wierd since I didn't know what fox trot is. :))
but when I got to know it better,
I took it back, it wasn't retarded after all.

I guess, I SHOULD listen before I judge the song.


:D

Libera Sickness

Hey dudes and dudettes!
Do you guys FREAK OUT or scream (when you're not in public) whenever you see you're favorite band on tv or etc.?
Well, I do.. But i don't do it in public.
So, only family and friends know how SICK i am for Libera.
I've been trying to forget them, but HOW??
Whenever I say to myself,
"FORGET THEM and besides, they will NEVER know you. You're just another fan of theirs."
Even though I'm just saying it to myself, I feel like my own self HATES me just for liking Libera.
My mind tells me to "forget them and move on,"
but my heart tells me to "hang on and just BELIEVE that they WILL meet you, NOW just wasn't the time."

Should I really MOVE ON like what my MIND tells me,
or should I still BELIEVE that they will meet me like what my HEART tells me?

Random Fact about ME #1

I hate dudes who change in front of me.
especially in taekwondo. :((
(to my TKD dude friends who do this:
Sorry guys, but I REALLLY hate it when you do that.)
and whenever we're finally dismissed
i would think, "Oh shoot, i HATE HATE this part."
5, 4, 3, 2, 1, DDDAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMM*
They did it.
So, if some people think I like that dude cause he's showing his abs and stuff,
phhhf, ARE YOU CRAZY!?
why would I like some dude who just changes in front of me?????
I'm not gonna like him, I'm gonna HATE him. That's for sure. :D
*A little advice for the dudes, if you're trying to impress a girl with the CLEAN(who doesnt think DIRTY) mind, DO NOT be topless in front of her even though you've got ABS.*

About my Glasses #1

In the previous days, I haven't been wearing my glasses because when we were on a vacation in Negros, it suddenly broke.
Whooah, don't blame me. I placed it in the RIGHT place.
I planned NOT to tell my mom that time cause she might ALARM.
(you know, scold me and stuff)
But when we got back, I quickly admitted to my mom about my glasses.
I wasn't scared, phffff. WHY would I??? it was definitely not my fault.
I'm a good and responsible glasses-owner!
.....ish.
She didn't freak out, i guess.
She just told me to wear my Extra pair of Glasses.
NO WAY, NUH UH, NO NO NO WAY am i wearing that in public.
sorry mom, but I reallly don't like it. :((
Oh yeah, I spent my 1 hour in EO trying out THOUSANDS of glasses/frames
But no, It did not ring the bell.
I've seen one pair of glasses but I was too scared to ask my mom if I could try it.
I guess i didn't want to be scolded in public.
When I was finally saying YES to the pair of glasses which is now MINE
:(( I can't believe it's mine. (in a sad way)
I felt like i wanted to throw tantrums and CRY because ~sighs~
I didn't get what I wanted to get.

Taekwondo Family

If you guys didn't know, I joined Taekwondo last last summer.
I skipped LAST summer since I got soo mad at my trainer who we invited and some good friends.(it was my sis's birthday) And by surprise, he brought ALOT of people who we did NOT invite.
So, I was pretty mad that i ditched them and taekwondo and forget that i knew them.
I guess I made some of my friends feel sad since they didn't do anything, only our trainer.
Actually, I just came from Taekwondo today and I take it back, it wasn't so bad after all since our good-for-nothing trainer wasn't there. :D
I could still see familiar faces but only a few. and that FEW faces were my good friends.
They still remember me even though my face changed SO much, no one recognizes me.
But them, they make me feel like I never changed, they made me feel that I don't need to change so I could fit in.
I've realized it wasn't them who made me feel so OUT-OF-PLACE, it was ME who made myself be OP.
I admit it, I'm pretty much of a MAN HATER since all I think of them are HARSH.
But when I was in TAEKWONDO, they seem like they're soft whenever they're around little girls like ME!! :)
But when they kick and do *Spah ring* (fighting) Man, they drive me NUTS. They hit so hard, I feel like screaming inside thinking, "I don't wanna battle against them!!"

To my Taekwondo Friends,
I'm sorry for putting you down.
I love you guys (and older girl FRIENDs as a FRIEND)
STAY THE SAME, or else I WILL NOT GO BACK TO TAEKWONDO. ( i mean it )
I'm glad I came back to Taekwondo.
And to our Trainer who made me MAD last summer, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. And i will NEVER forgive you, NEVER. Forget about ME being kind to your before. and THANKS a LOT for ruining my summer, LAST summer.
(I'm mean if people are mean to me or make me mad, that's why only mean people think I'm mean.)

What I think about the iPad?

First of all, I admit liking it since it has enough space for you to put your hand and stuff.
Oh yeah, and the iBooks app! That's what I call INTERESTING.
That's the 2 things that I like about the iPad
But the things i DO NOT like about it since its just like iTouch but WAY bigger.
I mean, it doesn't even have what iPhone has.
It's just like Apple is making us think that this is a BETTER option.
But if you don't like iTouch, i bet you wouldn't like iPad either.
It's BIGGER than the iTouch but THINKS and ACTS like an iTouch
(Except for the rotating thingy)


What do YOU think about the new iPad?

5 days no internet? OH NO!!

Apparently, I was away for vacation for 5 days.
But there are two things I had to deal with; NO INTERNET and VERY VERY HOT SEASON.
Our spot was definitely cool and breezy at night and PLUS, we had the best view of the ocean but what we had to deal on was the HEAT.
I guess it was fun but not what you really call FUN since my cousins and I didn't really know what to do.
And I was most likely to be left behind in the house just watching TV since my sister and my cousins don't really care if I'm not with them.(sad)