Goodbye Summer, Hello School

Since school is gonna start TOMORROW
( 15th day of June 2010 )
Umm, I've heard that other countries would have their summer vacation in the time when our school starts.. I guess??
And I kinda feel TENSED and TIRED.
This is the very first time of my school life to feel like this whenever school's coming
cause my usual reaction was EXCITEMENT
But I have no idea what's happening to me now.
Maybe I wasn't ready to let go of SUMMER yet
or maybe because I'm graduating this year
Which means,,
Difficult lessons, annoying teachers, retarded classmates, slutty batch mates,
PEER PRESSURE but worse.
What my friends usually tell me when I say these things,
they'd go all,
"SANDRINE SIA, DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT SEEING YOUR FRIENDS AGAIN, DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT MEETING NEW FRIENDS??"
Damnit, I wasn't taking about YOU guys,,
I was talking about THEM. i say.. THEM!!!!!
( If you don't get it, i want to explain but what if THEY are reading this. so i'll just tell you when we meet,, someday. :)) )

Soo...I guess this is IT. :)

To SUMMER: I will miss you for sure. but look at the bright side, we'll see each other after 10 MONTHS. if you could wait for me THAT long. :D

To SCHOOL: err, Hi again. Since last school year didn't go out well, how about we try to make THIS school year a kickass? you better get along with me.. OR ELSE. :|

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Omg. I don't get it. lol.
the site is WWW.JEJEMON.COM
just if you wanna try it out.
But still,,, don't use this language.
You don't wanna be expelled,, do you?
or if you don't wanna be kicked out of your job.

To my Tkd Friends.....

On the 4th day of June 2010 was the very last day I had been with my tkd friends.
Though we (my sis and I) were very late in coming, they didn't seem to care.
'Cause it's better to be LATE than never.
So I took pictures/videos of them while they were having fun swimming, kayaking and riding the jet ski.
Though I couldn't join them, all that mattered to me was I was there.

I still want you as my friend even if you hate me deep inside.

I'm sorry if you think I'm a loner but I just don't have much to say.
I'm sorry if I can't be like my sister. But I'm just ME.
I'm sorry if I'm a weakling but I'm just too shy.
I'm sorry if I get hurt if you don't text me when you do to my sis I guess i finally realize that my sis sure is BETTER than me...:(

You made me smile so much that I've forgotten how to cry already.
But now that summer's over....
My eyes aren't crying but my HEART is.
I thank you for the summer and I will MISS you
I'll never forget each one of you
And I hope you feel the same way too.
See you next summer and farewell.

"Together we STAND, together we FALL, together we LAUGH, together we CRY, Together we're TaeKwonDo."

Laughing when it isn't funny..

So,,,
I've been in this some sort of situation that I have to bear with when I chat with PEOPLE (online).
Yes,, the part when the person LAUGHS at what you said when you weren't expecting that reaction. :|
Okay okay, If none of you get annoyed with this,
Then I guess I'm just too SENSITIVE??
Don't mind if I'm asking this,,
But is this NORMAL or just part of NATURE????
I guess, that's all since this is just a little complaint. 0.0
lol.

Laughing when it isn't funny... is that supposed to be funny????

Promotion Day...

So i just got back home...
from Tae Kwon Do...
Yes Yess. We had our PROMOTION.
And YES. It was stressing and EMBARRASSING.
STRESSING-- because I was VERY VERY thirsty and when I finally got water it was our turn to do the forms and etc. and when I did my FIRST move, my tummy wobbled HARD and in my head I was like OUCH.
If you don't think it doesn't hurt, IT DOES.
Because it is just like moving/running a lot just after you finished eating.
Since it was sooo painful,
all I could think about was the PAIN, I had a hard time remembering what to do.
EMBARRASSING-- I made a lot of MISTAKES...
since the INSTRUCTOR had a really really low voice that I could barely hear what he tells us to do.
and PEOPLE (people i say.. PEOPLE) were staring at me. with the 0.0 reaction.
Even my friends in the lower rank was thinking that I was not yet ready.
But I WAS ready. Until the STOMACH ACHE came...
I guess this is ALL for now..
I'm still gonna kick this SIR RAUL's ass for HUMILIATING me
and if I fail... HE'S DEAD.

Promotion Day.. Might be JUST your nightmare if you're not ready.
(for those who are in some kind of MARTIAL ARTS)