Don't hurt a Dreamer's feelings

Don't hurt a Dreamer's feelings
you never know how emotional they can be.

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Friday, October 29, 2010

Tom Cully ACCEPTED my friend request!!

So recently, while I was studying,
I was checking on Tom Cully's myspace so I could listen to his songs.
But before I could click his PROFILE,
there was this THINGY written below his picture,
it said "Matches From: My Friends"
And I thought, "What could THAT mean??"
But I just nudged it off and viewed his profile, anyway.
But as I saw beside his picture, I was shocked.
there was a "FRIENDS ✔"
Omg. OMG. OMG. OH MY GULAY.
You may think it's no big deal, but IT IS.
It really is! :D
I couldnt take it but jump and jump and scream and scream
(well, not like I'm obsessed or something, I'm just Happy )
until I sprained my ankle
And this time, it's no joke. I really sprained it.
It's supposed to be painful, but now, it's weird.
I dont feel anything. I guess, this is what people say.
TRUE HAPPINESS. :D
(phhfft, I am being a goof already, I should stop.XD )
I feel. I feelllll. DIFFERENT. In a good way. :)
Maybe cause he doesnt just add any random person
or because I do feel something. :">
*pinches self AGAIN*

Tom Cully,
OMG, you're not even online. yet you accepted my friend request.
ARIGATO. :""""")

Thursday, October 28, 2010

OMG, TOM CULLY.

Okay, So let me tell you about Tom. :)
I first knew him when there was the LIBERA poster in my school's bulletin board.
and Regretfully, I was telling my friends that "HE LOOKS LIKE JACOB IN TWILIGHT!!!"
*cough cough* yeah, that was my first impression of him.
And I was thinking that I would be OLDER than him, when I saw the pictures of him google and in the libera site..
my face was like O.O

But when I watched their performances, the one who really caught my eye was Josh.
But that was a long time ago. Tiffany can have him.
(Well,I'm not ready to let go of him yet, NOT YET)
And when we met in the meet and greet, I DOUBT he was looking at me since he was busy signing some cd's.
And to catch attention I was like, "ARIGATO!!!"
in a cute kind of way like those japanese girls say it.
I SWEAR, IT WAS SUCH AN EPIC FAILURE.
But at least he responded, "ari--ga-fagjhfnejehfenr" :))
*Sighs* oh well,,,

When Tom had myspace, I quickly checked up on him.
And of course, I added him as a friend.
Not in a kind of creepy way, just in a friendly way that I would LOVE to be his friend. :)
But 'till now, he still didnt reply to my friend request. So, Instead. I added Ben Crawley aka BIG BEN!!!
I made sure I sent him a friendly message that was sent along to my friend request that
"I'm just another fan of yours, but dont worry, I dont over-do the fan-thing, and it would be an HONOR to be your friend."
(um, I dont remember saying the "it would be an honor to be your friend" part..but something like that. )
Just so my FAILED-ATTEMPT-TO-BE-FRIENDS with Tom wouldnt be the same as with BIG BEN.
And he was online that time, and after I checked a minute later,,
its said "Jane♡is now friends with Ben Crawley"
I was, Jumping with JOY. Shouting praises.
Until I sprained my ankle.
I'm kidding, of course I didnt sprain my ankle. :P
So, I've been having this strange feeling to talk to BIG BEN or something, but I was scared..
What if I'm being a goof? What if I'm over-doing the FAN-THING??
OMG, I wouldnt want that to happen. So I didnt bug BIG BEN, not one bit.

WAIT, THIS IS ABOUT TOM, NOT BIG BEN!!!!!!!
omg, Forgive me.

Anyways,, I watched a video of Tom singing in his bedroom.
I think the title of the song was Cashmere?
And as he sang the first part, the "WHY, why does have to end like this?"
I swear, I felt like I was blown away.
it felt like cold breeze around my body when I heard him sing.
And whenever he DID sing, I would remember the
TOM-DIDNT-REPLY-TO-MY-FRIEND-REQUEST-STILL,,
I'd start feeling mad and betrayed.
PHHFFFTTT, why would I feel betrayed when he doent even know me???
Now THAT, my friend. Is the QUESTION.
Hmm, I dont know.. Maybe I'm in love with him? :D
*telling myself*Oh come on, get a life. HE has a GIRLFRIEND.
OUCH...
*pinches self* another OUCH. :((((((((((

So I guess that's it. I still need to study. :)

OMG, TOM CULLY.
Do you have any idea that I've been waiting for you to accept or decline my friend request?
If you want to decline it. please, just do it. Dont hurt me slowly. :(
Dont you remember me? I was the girl wearing a blue shirt that had white dots on it and I said ARIGATO even though you guys werent japs.
*smile turns to tears*

Omg. I'm so emotional. I should get a life.
But really. I am hurt.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Philippine Science High School...

Hiya! Yeah, I know its been a while since I last posted a post.
School is soooo (yeah, SOOOO) stressing!
It's hard to get an A in the quizzes. :(
especially when our Reading teacher's handwriting is soooo tiny,
I would get headache and a low grade after the quiz. :(
So, it's SEM BREAK for my school
and I'm supposed to have fun, right?
since it's BREAK-SEM BREAK.
Ha ha Ha, WRONG. :|
I have to study 24/7 just so I wouldn't have a difficult time trying to answer the PSHS Entrance Test.
Yes, it's a public school *sighs* I know.
But at least we get to use LAPTOPS instead of PAPER.
HA! I PWNED you. :P
Anyways,,, PSHS is a school for scholars.
And the curriculum is pretty much HIGHER than the heavens above. :D
*whispers* This school is only for nerds. and I'm not even one! but I NEED to pass.
My mum and I went to buy some reviewers and we bought maybe, 5.
FIVE thick reviewers. OHMYGULAY (or OHMYVEGETABLES) I'm not even half-way finished with the TEST 1 (100 items) in the FIRST REVIEWER!! and I answered it like the other day!
*****what a shame,, I know********
My friend, Joie and I shall suffer together when we get to PSHS.
(Phhhhfffttt!!As if we're even gonna pass!)
But hey, I should give myself a try in the entrance test if I have the GUTS to be one of those nerds.
*flashes*
Nerdy Kid: HAHA! You're one of ussss!!! *yucky nasal sounds*
*pointing at ME*

Oh Myy.....

PSHS may be a public school but its curriculum and standards is like for private schools.
I wanna try to be a scholar, I guess change is good if I just give it a try?
I dont wanna be like those rich kids who do this and that and give no meaning to what they're doing now..
They may be rich, but that doesnt make them anything.

I guess this is all I could say for now.
WISH ME (and JOIE) LUCK!!
I'll tell you if I pass or not, okay?

PSHS..
I know you're here to help me, help me change, help me realize that nothing's gonna happen unless I try hard to make a mountain move.
November 6,, November 6 IS COMINGGGGGGG!

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