A Million Heart-melting Hellos and ONE Heart-breaking Goodbye

Yes, I went to Negros along with my relatives and close cousins for the Election.
It was pretty fun since my cousins were there.
We'd watch TV together, eat, sleep, do fishing
and our HIYO's. :)) (HEY or HELLO for short.)
We spent 5 days of complete fun together.
But then on the 6th day, they had to leave while I had to stay
(since I had a visitor to assist there)
So they were all preparing their stuffs
and we were like " Byeyo"
Then i felt my heart shatter.
Because we've been saying HIYO every time we see each other.
But now that they're going,





I don't think I can bear seeing them leave. :(

But now that I'm back,, NO WORRIES!!! :))
Lol, so emotional.

Brandon Biaño: Who I think he is?

Do you have a friend who's BIG
Though BIGGER than you,
But has the BIGGEST heart?
I do and I'm proud to call him my FRIEND.
Because whenever I see people tease him about his size, he doesn't seem to be affected, but beneath those big glasses of his, you'd see that he's pretty hurt.
I sometimes regret for NOT spending my time with him like we used to be, for being so rude to him in Fourth Grade and for all the stuffs I did that hurt him.

If you know someone who's huge, don't tease them,
Who knows, YOU might be one someday.

To Brandon: The post may be short(and random, according to you),
because i don't wanna make it TOO long. :))
Thank you so much for seeing me when I was invisible.
I'm sorry if you think I'm a SNOB, I just didn't notice.
Thanks for the friendship that never seemed to last.
I wish that you'd never change.

Why I don't tell my SCHOOLmates about my Blog?

The question that my SCHOOL friends often ask me:
"Why didn't you tell us that you had a blog?!?!?"

Since I don't wanna say it over and over again,
Here's my ANSWER:
I don't tell them that I have a blog since I know my batch VERY well,
they criticize every MOVING being that they see or hear.
and EVERYTHING.
(criticize or admire, whatever. JK)
And it annoys me whenever they say some really horrible things to me.

Like this:
Someone tells me online,
"You know what, you think you sing so well but you actually sound like $hit."
Then I say,
"Is that all you can say then? if you still have more, why don't you just shut your mouth and leave because I'm not interested."

I was soo mad I felt like I wanted to quit singing already.
But it doesnt mean I don't accept any opinions from others,
its just that the way that person just said to me was way OUT of control why can't they just say their opinions to me nicely?

And because some of my batch mates are feelers and they think their cool and stuff,
they judge people not by the way they act but the way they look.
That's why the feelers look like mannequins with the ugliest make up.

I hope my SCHOOL friends will understand why.
:)

The Greatest Dad

About my Dad,,
I LOVE him very much and I know that he loves me very much also.
Though he doesn't always understand what I tell him or he doesn't always give me what I want;
He's still my Dad and at least he feels EXACTLY how I feel.
(unlike my Mum....pfffffft.)
I don't mean it in a bad way, okay?
And can you imagine,
I started wearing glasses when I was in fourth grade
(I started wearing in the year 2008)
And NOW, I have FOUR pairs of glasses.
Its not THAT much but in my family, I got the MOST.
That's why my mum goes CRAZY when I tell her I broke my glasses.....accidentally
My dad has been wearing his FIRST pair of glasses for five years already
No damage, No dirt, No scratch.
Wow, how does he- how does.......Never mind.
I'm speechless and I still can't believe it.

To my Dad,
我的父亲,我爱你很多,我希望你能保持不变。

Who wants to be on TV???

SOO if you guys didn't know,
My sis, my nanny and I woke up early this morning (5:00 or 4:00 AM i think?)
just to get ready for Taekwondo since we were gonna be on tv!!
*not interested voice* yes, we will..... :((
being part of it was NOT my plan, okay?
Blame my dear sister who wanted to go.
And if i wouldn't go, she'll beat me up.
But she already did and it was caught on tape
and EVERYONE will know that she is an abusive sister. :))
I was thinking doing it (the tkd being featured and stuff) was a waste.
But i take it back, it wasn't so bad after all :)

Gtg now..
I still have to deal with my NUMB legs.

WHy I'm not always posting much posts these days?

Sorry, I've been BUSY *ehem*
Yeah, busy beaten up by my TAEKWONDO friends
Lol, not really.
(To my TKD dudes, I'm weaker than you think, so STOP making me kick harder when I can't.)
Because I'm sooo preoccupied with TKD, I don't even have time to do my FSE Log!
Oh yeah,
I'm kinda upset that Libera isn't coming to Cebu
(Am I sure that they really aren't going?)
HELLO, what do you think was their reason why they planned to have two concerts in Manila instead of one?

Yes,,
a very OUCH for the Libera fans in Cebu.

What I HATE about my Life?

Of course everybody has something to HATE about, right?
Alright, Let me tell you MINE.
1. I hate my lousy good-for-nothing noisy neighbors (only the KIDS)
All they do is play, shout, mess up someone's garage, play, shout..play?
And these kids think their so cool, messing with someone RICHER than them.
Like, 50x richer than them.
(I'm not talking about me, I'm talking about my neighbor who's a young adult)
2. I hate being a GOODY-TWO-SHOES in my family.
Some may say, "If you don't wanna be, then don't be!"
Exactly! But the ONLY way to get what I want is to be a Goody good good.
Which makes me SICK, because my sister who is *what do you call this* IRRESPONSIBLE gets ANYTHING she wants because she'll just say,
"Dad, buy me this"
and if she doesn't get it, she'll be like cursing BEHIND them.
unlike me, I feel like I'm just taken for granted
For example:
"Daddy could you buy me this,,,,please???"
"Okay, But we'll just buy it later, okay?"
"Alright, daddy.If you say so." :D
a few days..or weeks....or months....or YEARS later,
STILL, nothing happened.
So do you see what I have to go through when I ask for something
(Well, this happens only sometimes, LOL)
3. I HATE HATE being teased when I didn't even TALK to them.
To those who do this to me or got away from me,
ALWAYS remember that I remember EVERY single bit you did to me.
So BETTER apologize to me before I make YOU apologize my OWN way.

I guess that's it.
*I still have more* :))

LOL