Bangs!!!!!

If you didn't know, I HATED bangs because I used to think it would make you FUGLY.
But now that my bangs grew really long now, I think I want it back.
So, I've been persuading my mom AND my hairstylist (or somethng) to let me have BANGS.
But no can do, they wouldn't let me. :(
My mom said i would get ALOT more pimples,
He (the one who usually cuts my hair) says I will look ugly....and old.
But then I told him that JUST make the bangs look good on me.
"I don't CARE what kind of bangs you'd choose for me, i JUST want bangs"
and now I have BANGS. and he said I look ugly. but I dont look ugly.
Since he was the one who cut my hair and it was him who knows how to make my hair fit my face.
So, I'm happy. :)

To Kuya Eric,
Thanks for the BANGS.
It took me a while to convince you to let me have bangs.
I LOVE the way you make my hair lovable. :)
Just don't forget to make it LAYERED.
You know I will die of humiliation if my hair isn't layered.
But for now, ARIGATO. :)

10th Sip International Competition!!!!

To my fellow classmates who keep on asking me why I wasn't around last Friday....

I had to ditch the afternoon classes so I could catch up with my flight
for Saturday's INTERNATIONAL COMPETITION!!!! :)

And If I hadn't ditched the afternoon classes,
I could've been left behind already.
Don't believe me?
Well, When we got to the airport and did all the scanning and stuff,
They already started paging our names.
like, "SANDRINE JANE SIA, LAST CALL."
We were all like running like MAD going to the airplane part already.
Oh Yeah!!!!. :))
lmao. And when we got inside,
some lady called me, "Excuse me,"
And I looked,
And she was just SMILING>>> Like she knew me or something.
It was kinda weird but it made me feel FAMOUS. LOL!
Soo, we finally got inside and when we were going to our seats,
My SIP friends were there
and they were all like, "Hi Sandrine!!"
And I was greeting each and every one of them.
PLUS, we were noisy. :))

And so, we arrived and we got to the Hotel SUPER DUPER late.
cause we had to go to Parañaque to drop my sister in our tita's house.
and it kinda took a while for us to leave.
But that isnt part of this post.
So let's skip it. :)

Soo. We went to our seats waiting for the parade to start.
and soon enough, the parade started and we all went back to our seats again since we had to go out and get in again.
And it was SCARING the s*** out of me cause,,,
I have been waiting for soooo long.
and NOW, it's here!!!!!
Few minutes...HOURS later.
the Kaira lady blew the whistle as the signal then TURN and ANSWER!!!
my hands were shaking cause I was MORTIFIED and it was FREEZING.
But I don't care, I just needed to do the best I could do
and VOILA, she blew the whistle again(For us to stop answering already)

Soo, it was break time and it was time for the medals that are to be given to everyone. PLUS 2 Fish Crackers, I think??
Nah, all I know it was JUNK FOOD. :)
And then an Indian dude, suddenly threw it(the junk food) at me
and he and his friends were running JUST as I looked on who did the act.
And my friend beside me was all like, AYYEEE
*Kind of sound used by Filipinos whenever LOVE is in the AIR*
But I dont think he liked me cause,,
I kinda understood what he said in INDIAN LANGUAGE,
He was saying "Free! for Free"
Well, Maybe he really wanted to give it cause he wanted to be friends with me,
or maybe he just wanted to dispose it and gave it to me??
Sooo, yeah. I had about,,, 10 FAILED ATTEMPTS to ask for their email add
(ALL OF THEM, not only the Indians)
Cause Indonesians DON'T understand English.
and I get this terrible headache whenever I try to ask the INDIANS and the others.
Yeah, cause they're soo cool!
they're like in Grand Module already. (grand module is the highest level in SIP)
And the results was I was 1ST RUNNER UP!!! yippeee! Though I wanted LEVEL CHAMPION, I guess its better to have 1ST RUNNER UP rather than nothing at all.
So I'm Contended and slept peacefully.

So I guess that's it.
I still have to study for my special test in Science since I missed it last Friday.
And as Chairperson, I need to do ALOT of stuffs for my class's sake.
:D

10th Sip International Competition..
Makes me love SIP much more. :)

Goodbye Summer, Hello School

Since school is gonna start TOMORROW
( 15th day of June 2010 )
Umm, I've heard that other countries would have their summer vacation in the time when our school starts.. I guess??
And I kinda feel TENSED and TIRED.
This is the very first time of my school life to feel like this whenever school's coming
cause my usual reaction was EXCITEMENT
But I have no idea what's happening to me now.
Maybe I wasn't ready to let go of SUMMER yet
or maybe because I'm graduating this year
Which means,,
Difficult lessons, annoying teachers, retarded classmates, slutty batch mates,
PEER PRESSURE but worse.
What my friends usually tell me when I say these things,
they'd go all,
"SANDRINE SIA, DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT SEEING YOUR FRIENDS AGAIN, DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT MEETING NEW FRIENDS??"
Damnit, I wasn't taking about YOU guys,,
I was talking about THEM. i say.. THEM!!!!!
( If you don't get it, i want to explain but what if THEY are reading this. so i'll just tell you when we meet,, someday. :)) )

Soo...I guess this is IT. :)

To SUMMER: I will miss you for sure. but look at the bright side, we'll see each other after 10 MONTHS. if you could wait for me THAT long. :D

To SCHOOL: err, Hi again. Since last school year didn't go out well, how about we try to make THIS school year a kickass? you better get along with me.. OR ELSE. :|

Jejemon!!!!!!!!!!

WARNING: Do not imitate the following language. The language below is banned and should not be used.. especially in school/work.

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Omg. I don't get it. lol.
the site is WWW.JEJEMON.COM
just if you wanna try it out.
But still,,, don't use this language.
You don't wanna be expelled,, do you?
or if you don't wanna be kicked out of your job.

To my Tkd Friends.....

On the 4th day of June 2010 was the very last day I had been with my tkd friends.
Though we (my sis and I) were very late in coming, they didn't seem to care.
'Cause it's better to be LATE than never.
So I took pictures/videos of them while they were having fun swimming, kayaking and riding the jet ski.
Though I couldn't join them, all that mattered to me was I was there.

I still want you as my friend even if you hate me deep inside.

I'm sorry if you think I'm a loner but I just don't have much to say.
I'm sorry if I can't be like my sister. But I'm just ME.
I'm sorry if I'm a weakling but I'm just too shy.
I'm sorry if I get hurt if you don't text me when you do to my sis I guess i finally realize that my sis sure is BETTER than me...:(

You made me smile so much that I've forgotten how to cry already.
But now that summer's over....
My eyes aren't crying but my HEART is.
I thank you for the summer and I will MISS you
I'll never forget each one of you
And I hope you feel the same way too.
See you next summer and farewell.

"Together we STAND, together we FALL, together we LAUGH, together we CRY, Together we're TaeKwonDo."

Laughing when it isn't funny..

So,,,
I've been in this some sort of situation that I have to bear with when I chat with PEOPLE (online).
Yes,, the part when the person LAUGHS at what you said when you weren't expecting that reaction. :|
Okay okay, If none of you get annoyed with this,
Then I guess I'm just too SENSITIVE??
Don't mind if I'm asking this,,
But is this NORMAL or just part of NATURE????
I guess, that's all since this is just a little complaint. 0.0
lol.

Laughing when it isn't funny... is that supposed to be funny????

Promotion Day...

So i just got back home...
from Tae Kwon Do...
Yes Yess. We had our PROMOTION.
And YES. It was stressing and EMBARRASSING.
STRESSING-- because I was VERY VERY thirsty and when I finally got water it was our turn to do the forms and etc. and when I did my FIRST move, my tummy wobbled HARD and in my head I was like OUCH.
If you don't think it doesn't hurt, IT DOES.
Because it is just like moving/running a lot just after you finished eating.
Since it was sooo painful,
all I could think about was the PAIN, I had a hard time remembering what to do.
EMBARRASSING-- I made a lot of MISTAKES...
since the INSTRUCTOR had a really really low voice that I could barely hear what he tells us to do.
and PEOPLE (people i say.. PEOPLE) were staring at me. with the 0.0 reaction.
Even my friends in the lower rank was thinking that I was not yet ready.
But I WAS ready. Until the STOMACH ACHE came...
I guess this is ALL for now..
I'm still gonna kick this SIR RAUL's ass for HUMILIATING me
and if I fail... HE'S DEAD.

Promotion Day.. Might be JUST your nightmare if you're not ready.
(for those who are in some kind of MARTIAL ARTS)