Intrams: HAIRY LEGS

Yeah, today was INTRAMS: DAY ONE
and I was expecting that no one would be criticizing my legs,
my hairy legs since I was wearing the SHORT school skirt.
But I was WRONG,
guess who made fun of me again?
The same douche, the same gaytard. GIAN DY.
But FIRST, he made fun of my teeth,
"RABBIT TEETH" according to him
*whispers*
PHHFT, his looks WORSE than rabbit teeth, I swear. :|
and NOW,
He was like, "Your legs are so hairy."
or something about my legs but I heard him say HAIRY.
Grr. I wanted to fight back okay?
Don't think I'm a PUSSY (according to JAIME NAUJ)
I was even ATTEMPTING to smash him!
But I couldn't cause you know why?
It STRUCK-ED me,REAL hard.
My mum always told me to never mind if I am furry or BALHIBUUN
and I'm even proud of it cause they SPARKLE when it gets hit by sunlight!
But people, like GIAN. are too cruel and ignorant to notice its beauty.
Do you get that feeling,
the feeling that you want to fight back
but you couldn't because what the person said was overly PAINFUL and INTIMIDATING?
If you had that feeling, I praise you.
But if you didn't YET, let me introduce you to GIAN so he could insult you then.

To Gian,
No wonder you're little, because you've got disgusting manners.
And you were like, SMILING at me when you were INSULTING me.
Aww! HOW CUTE. :|
I can't WAIT to smash your tiny body the next time you insult me.

Ever Since I Laid My Eyes on You.

See the title?
Yeah, THAT's gonna be the name of my upcoming book.
I just need to finish it. But I'm not even HALF-WAY there!
LOL. Well, I cant finish it fast since the plot and settings and etc. is alot. and I'm sure already about where I'm gonna publish it. :D
OMG. I cant wait.. :D
Anyways, awhile ago, like just a few minutes ago. My mum and my nanny were roaming around the house silently, spreading some fog or smoke? and it smelled really, holy or ancient or something. :))
I kept on asking them "WHY THE HELL ARE YOU DOING THAT!??!"
And they just went around the house,
back and forth without even talking or looking at me.
And after, my mum scolded me for being so noisy and I wasnt supposed to.
I was so CURIOUS!
And I asked her, "Mummyy.. What was that for anyway?"
She whispered. "To drive away bad spirits."
I WAS PETRIFIED. Like someone just did PETRIFICUS TOTALUS on me. :))
then I asked my nanny, "Why did we need to do this? is our house even haunted or something? is there a spirit roaming around?"
She said, "Well, we can never know.--------"
And she was mentioning some stuffs but I couldnt really hear her since I was listening to music at the same time, studying while continuing my To-BE-BOOK. :))
But I'm sure, she did say something.
that there IS a spirit.
a bad one in our house.
Thats why,,
at the moment, my hair's like standing and I'm getting goose bumps and shaky hands while doing this.
and when mum told me about the reason why,
my back and left shoulder's is starting to ache.
like someone's hurting me.

Gotta go guys.
I'm too threatened to continue. XD. but seriously.

Tom Cully ACCEPTED my friend request!!

So recently, while I was studying,
I was checking on Tom Cully's myspace so I could listen to his songs.
But before I could click his PROFILE,
there was this THINGY written below his picture,
it said "Matches From: My Friends"
And I thought, "What could THAT mean??"
But I just nudged it off and viewed his profile, anyway.
But as I saw beside his picture, I was shocked.
there was a "FRIENDS ✔"
Omg. OMG. OMG. OH MY GULAY.
You may think it's no big deal, but IT IS.
It really is! :D
I couldnt take it but jump and jump and scream and scream
(well, not like I'm obsessed or something, I'm just Happy )
until I sprained my ankle
And this time, it's no joke. I really sprained it.
It's supposed to be painful, but now, it's weird.
I dont feel anything. I guess, this is what people say.
TRUE HAPPINESS. :D
(phhfft, I am being a goof already, I should stop.XD )
I feel. I feelllll. DIFFERENT. In a good way. :)
Maybe cause he doesnt just add any random person
or because I do feel something. :">
*pinches self AGAIN*

Tom Cully,
OMG, you're not even online. yet you accepted my friend request.
ARIGATO. :""""")

OMG, TOM CULLY.

Okay, So let me tell you about Tom. :)
I first knew him when there was the LIBERA poster in my school's bulletin board.
and Regretfully, I was telling my friends that "HE LOOKS LIKE JACOB IN TWILIGHT!!!"
*cough cough* yeah, that was my first impression of him.
And I was thinking that I would be OLDER than him, when I saw the pictures of him google and in the libera site..
my face was like O.O

But when I watched their performances, the one who really caught my eye was Josh.
But that was a long time ago. Tiffany can have him.
(Well,I'm not ready to let go of him yet, NOT YET)
And when we met in the meet and greet, I DOUBT he was looking at me since he was busy signing some cd's.
And to catch attention I was like, "ARIGATO!!!"
in a cute kind of way like those japanese girls say it.
I SWEAR, IT WAS SUCH AN EPIC FAILURE.
But at least he responded, "ari--ga-fagjhfnejehfenr" :))
*Sighs* oh well,,,

When Tom had myspace, I quickly checked up on him.
And of course, I added him as a friend.
Not in a kind of creepy way, just in a friendly way that I would LOVE to be his friend. :)
But 'till now, he still didnt reply to my friend request. So, Instead. I added Ben Crawley aka BIG BEN!!!
I made sure I sent him a friendly message that was sent along to my friend request that
"I'm just another fan of yours, but dont worry, I dont over-do the fan-thing, and it would be an HONOR to be your friend."
(um, I dont remember saying the "it would be an honor to be your friend" part..but something like that. )
Just so my FAILED-ATTEMPT-TO-BE-FRIENDS with Tom wouldnt be the same as with BIG BEN.
And he was online that time, and after I checked a minute later,,
its said "Jane♡is now friends with Ben Crawley"
I was, Jumping with JOY. Shouting praises.
Until I sprained my ankle.
I'm kidding, of course I didnt sprain my ankle. :P
So, I've been having this strange feeling to talk to BIG BEN or something, but I was scared..
What if I'm being a goof? What if I'm over-doing the FAN-THING??
OMG, I wouldnt want that to happen. So I didnt bug BIG BEN, not one bit.

WAIT, THIS IS ABOUT TOM, NOT BIG BEN!!!!!!!
omg, Forgive me.

Anyways,, I watched a video of Tom singing in his bedroom.
I think the title of the song was Cashmere?
And as he sang the first part, the "WHY, why does have to end like this?"
I swear, I felt like I was blown away.
it felt like cold breeze around my body when I heard him sing.
And whenever he DID sing, I would remember the
TOM-DIDNT-REPLY-TO-MY-FRIEND-REQUEST-STILL,,
I'd start feeling mad and betrayed.
PHHFFFTTT, why would I feel betrayed when he doent even know me???
Now THAT, my friend. Is the QUESTION.
Hmm, I dont know.. Maybe I'm in love with him? :D
*telling myself*Oh come on, get a life. HE has a GIRLFRIEND.
OUCH...
*pinches self* another OUCH. :((((((((((

So I guess that's it. I still need to study. :)

OMG, TOM CULLY.
Do you have any idea that I've been waiting for you to accept or decline my friend request?
If you want to decline it. please, just do it. Dont hurt me slowly. :(
Dont you remember me? I was the girl wearing a blue shirt that had white dots on it and I said ARIGATO even though you guys werent japs.
*smile turns to tears*

Omg. I'm so emotional. I should get a life.
But really. I am hurt.

Philippine Science High School...

Hiya! Yeah, I know its been a while since I last posted a post.
School is soooo (yeah, SOOOO) stressing!
It's hard to get an A in the quizzes. :(
especially when our Reading teacher's handwriting is soooo tiny,
I would get headache and a low grade after the quiz. :(
So, it's SEM BREAK for my school
and I'm supposed to have fun, right?
since it's BREAK-SEM BREAK.
Ha ha Ha, WRONG. :|
I have to study 24/7 just so I wouldn't have a difficult time trying to answer the PSHS Entrance Test.
Yes, it's a public school *sighs* I know.
But at least we get to use LAPTOPS instead of PAPER.
HA! I PWNED you. :P
Anyways,,, PSHS is a school for scholars.
And the curriculum is pretty much HIGHER than the heavens above. :D
*whispers* This school is only for nerds. and I'm not even one! but I NEED to pass.
My mum and I went to buy some reviewers and we bought maybe, 5.
FIVE thick reviewers. OHMYGULAY (or OHMYVEGETABLES) I'm not even half-way finished with the TEST 1 (100 items) in the FIRST REVIEWER!! and I answered it like the other day!
*****what a shame,, I know********
My friend, Joie and I shall suffer together when we get to PSHS.
(Phhhhfffttt!!As if we're even gonna pass!)
But hey, I should give myself a try in the entrance test if I have the GUTS to be one of those nerds.
*flashes*
Nerdy Kid: HAHA! You're one of ussss!!! *yucky nasal sounds*
*pointing at ME*

Oh Myy.....

PSHS may be a public school but its curriculum and standards is like for private schools.
I wanna try to be a scholar, I guess change is good if I just give it a try?
I dont wanna be like those rich kids who do this and that and give no meaning to what they're doing now..
They may be rich, but that doesnt make them anything.

I guess this is all I could say for now.
WISH ME (and JOIE) LUCK!!
I'll tell you if I pass or not, okay?

PSHS..
I know you're here to help me, help me change, help me realize that nothing's gonna happen unless I try hard to make a mountain move.
November 6,, November 6 IS COMINGGGGGGG!

Braces and Rebond. and Piercing

Ni hao! I think its been a while since I posted a POST. :)

But anyways, I apologize for the late info about my BRACES and REBOND and EAR PIERCING.

Soo, Let's start with my BRACES:

I got them last last last last week. on a saturday.

My dentist said putting on the braces will take 30 minutes.

and guess what time I got out? FROM 1:00 to 3:00 PM

How wonderful. EXCELLENT. :|

It didn't really hurt but as I started my first CHEW, the pain came and it lasted for about 2 days.

And 'till now, no pain came. SO I'm waiting for my next adjustment. :D

But while I'm waiting for the next month (every adjustment: every month) My dentist placed some ANNOYING Molar Bands. I swear, they are annoying and irritating to the tongue. especially when they're in the LOWER Molars. If you're really curious how painful it is, Try rubbing your tongue on your brackets HARD and do it 24/7 (unless you have braces, HAHA!)

Its been 5 days OF HELL (and counting!) and I've been telling my mum about the uncontrollable PAIN. *flashback*

"Mumaa, My molar bands REALLY hurt. I cant do anything! cause just a single move from my tongue, it's gonna hurt ALOT. Mummy, can you tell the dentist to take it off please??" I said.

"It was YOU who wanted braces, YOU have to face it. NO backing out."

She said..with a straight face.

And I was explaining back and forth but NO LUCK. :(

I feel so abandoned. :((

So anyway, my tongue is ripped (i mean the skin.) and my OWN mother doesn't care. she said I DESERVED it.

phhhhhfffttt, EXCUSE ME?

REBOND:

I had my hair rebonded like, last saturday too! :) and guess how many hours it took? 5? 6? 4? WRONG. it took 8 hours,, 8 WHOLE HOURS.

It didn't seem THAT long to me cause I had my iPod and I could play GAMES and ETC. But there was no Wi-Fi. So I couldn't do THIS post on that particular day. :(

So, I'm not supposed to wash my hair for 3 days. But I ended up washing it on the third day cause my scalp was getting itchy due to heat and sweat. :))

*Cough cough* how embarrassing.

And I guess it's okay, I was able to adjust with the hotness of the environment AND my long hair (my hair's like higher than the waist line, I think?)

:D

EAR PIERCING:

I had my both ears PIERCED last month after our Periodicals

(or let's say, after MASSIVE Studying for 5 DAYS?)

And it was scary at first cause when I was ready to get pierced, she didn't shoot yet, but when I was relaxed, SHE DID IT. and it SCARED ME.

and my face was like O.O then, I starting jumping and waving my hands on my face for air cause it was freakishly HOT. I don't know why but my ears felt HOT.

The lady was like, laughing cause I reacted so late and when she did the other ear, the same thing happened.

I was TOO scared to move my ears after she told me that I should avoid hitting it cause it might cause infection or something? And it felt HOT! and painful. that's why I was so scared to move my head. :))

and it took FOREVER for me to fall asleep cause I move a lot when I sleep.

So, if any of you are planning to pierce any of your body parts, I recommend you do it in the morning or something. Just make sure that you won't go to bed STRAIGHT. cause going to bed JUST after you had your ears pierced is gonna make you feel scared.

Mine's getting better. And I feel GREAT about having two holes in my ear but some of my friends disagree cause it make me look like gangster-ish hobos. Or HOBOS-who-think-they're-cool. :))

Braces and Rebond. and Piercing made me look so different now.

But changes are good, but not TOO much. :)

CISV!!!!!!!

Yes. my new topic is about CISV!
if you haven't heard of it yet, it's a CAMP.
There are LOADS of places to choose from.
If i were to choose, I'd choose CISV USA. :)
Gahhhhh. I wanna join. My sister wants to join. WE WANT TO JOIN.
But if my sister and I were gonna join CISV,
I bet my sister will choose CISV Canada. She had always wanted to go to Canada and live there. :))
But just one problem. It's kinda ahh...you know,, EXPENSIVE.
Yeah, sad.but true.
They've got this scholarship stuff and I've been dying to get that scholarship.
and oh yeah, GOING to your specific camp is gonna cost ALOT already.
How much more if I'd enroll in CISV??
So, I've heard of this CAMP just last year when both of my classmates were away for Finland for 2 whole months.
(They chose CISV Finland and every camp is for 2 months, I guess)
We had school, of course. But they still caught up with us since they had tutor with our teachers about the lessons and quizzes they were gonna miss.
So, after 2 months.
They arrived and I asked one of them..
I asked, "Johanna, what on EARTH were you doing in Finland, GOOFING AROUND While WE, your PRECIOUS classmates are studying VERY hard to pass 5th grade!?!"
And she replied, "No, OF COURSE WE WERENT GOOFING AROUND! We were joining this camp called CISV. Super fun."
I said, "Phhhfffttt, staying in a camp like CIvv- whatever is like drinking lots and LOTS of bubble tea when you're not supposed to!"
(what I meant was, It was like cutting classes when you know its illegal)
So she said, " It's CISV not CIVV! Sandrine, You should google it if you really wanna see how FUN it is."
And so I googled CISV
and damn, it seemed really FUN!
So I told my mom,, But it didn't turn out pretty good. :(
*FLASHBACK*
"Mum! MUM!!! You should really look at this CISV thing, It seems really fun. Can I-"
"NO." *with a straight face*
"B-but I really wanna-"
"I said NO." she said.
"But I really really wanna try CISV!" Getting watery eyes already.
"Okay. But how much is the enrollment fee?"
*Spirits lifted* "Dunno. But my classmate said its SUPER DUPER EXPENSIVE" :D
"Okay."
"YOU'LL LET MEEEEE??" *really happy inside*
"No, You're grounded."
and she left.
*FLASHBACK ENDED*
I know, we're not rich. I'm just a poor kiddo..in my opinion.
So, I guess I'll just keep on DREAMING. :)

CISV! CiSv,
You should give me the scholarship thing..really. :))
But seriously,, PLEASE?
Can't you see me begging here? ;(