Glee Club, UGH.

Meow Meow Moo! :)

Omfg, did you guys know that my birthday was on DECEMBER 4??

yeah. It was very very um, exciting..

GLEE CLUB!

yeah, you sing and sing and etc.

I missed three practices already and Mdm. Fernandez, our club adviser is really mad

Mad and green like HULK!

Ugh, excuse me, I went to the other practice and I even had a terrible stomach ache and you know what I got?

An Insult and some nags.

How great. Thanks alot. :|

Is that how teachers offer their token of gratitude to their student these days?

Aww, how sweet. NOT.

I missed the two practices because there's a fiesta in my place and its very very traffic.

And the other one was because I couldn't talk because my throat was really sore and my head was aching so I didn't attend.

I'm so worried,

I won't be able to be most outstanding club member if I get her pissed often.

But who am I to blame? She's a hot-head.

But I guess, thats normal.. sadly.

Gotta go, I have to get to bed.

It's MONDAY tomorrow.

Hell week again. But its the last, for DECEMBAH!

:D

What happened on my birthday?

My birthday was like, YESTERDAY. :))
I wasn't able to post a POST because i was out the whole day,
My schedule was so TIGHT (well, too tight)
I had to ditch SIP yesterday morning and wake up at 5 AM just to go to Rogationist and bless myself.
This was my schedule:
5-7AM- Rogationist.
8-11AM- Running late for Glee Club Practice and got there JUST an hour late. :))
12Am- picked my sister up in her classmate's place
1-5 (or was it 6?)PM- Outreach program with Francine
6-7PM- Walked going to Jollibee with the other PRU LIFE adults with their kids, Francine's mum treated us there.
8-9PM- Walked to Santo NiNo Church(?) and lighted some candles and prayed.
9:30-11PM- Went to MARGARITA and ate with my mum's friends and etc.
I slept while waiting for them to finish drinking their LIQUOR.

I drooled on my ipod. AHHHH! Good thing nothing really happened to it. :))

So yesterday, I checked on my profile if someone greeted me,
and I was like. OUCH, not one person??
So i just logged off and went to Rogationist.
(it was around 4/5 am when i checked) omg, who would greet that early? :))
So if you can see, I wasn't able to get any rest
and all the places I went didn't have any wi-fi.
Great. just great.
So when I checked today, it was FULL of them!
Wow. I'm still shocked till now,
and I kinda feel guilty because I don't often greet to people when it'd THEIR birthday. :(
Oh, and I'm OFFICIALLY A TEEN!
hooray, hooray. :)
I can FINALLY terminate my un-TEEN classmates!
MWAHAHAHAHA!
*cough cough* I'm kidding.
Why would I do that? :))

Oh and when I got to school, I went to my locker and it was upstairs and I had to run to the back ground and turn around and climb up
JUST to get my clear book for Glee Club.
and i crossed the BIG soccer field and climbed another staircase.
I finally arrived and I saw my guitar friends sitting down,
preparing for the part where they'll start strumming their guitars
(Jamielle, Honey, Sam R., Etc.)
and they greeted me Happy Birthday,
I thanked them and I went inside,
Alyssa and Evanmarie greeted me also and I thanked them,
we started singing what we should sing.
I just sang, even though I had a hard time breathing
but suddenly, I didn't really mind. :)
Then, Evanmarie told our teachers that it was my birthday
and Mdm. Fernandez started playing "Happy Birthday" in the piano
and alot of people were singing it and even Mdm. Constantino!
She's the club moderator of the Musicians of Jesus Club
(guitar club for short)
i just kept on smiling and thanking people.
lol

and in Rogationist, before the last ritual(?) was being done,
the priest said,
"May we call on the birthday celebrant, one of our friends, Sandrine Jane Sia for the blessing"
i was scared since it was my first time to be done with this and I walked on the aisle
and the other priest, Father B was smiling and I smiled.
the acolyte handed me the candle
and Father B said something about good health and etc.
After, the musician dude played the Happy birthday tune and all Brothers
( Rogationist is a school for those who want to be priest and a church too)
sang happy birthday and Father B showered me with Holy Water then shook my hand
and I just kept on smiling,
I was planning to thank him after the mass
but then, mum went straight to the car then I just followed.
so i wasn't able to thank him in the end.
and when she asked me if i thanked him,
I said I wasn't able to and she scolded me!
I couldn't defend myself because *sighs* she wouldn't understand my explaination.
So, I just cried.
she didn't see me cry because i bent my head down, making my bangs cover my face.

So the last thing we did was go to Margarita and ate with my mum's friends.
I only got one birthday gift and it was from mummy Ann and her kids; andy and alex.
They're soo cute. :)

To Father B,
I'm sorry if I forgot to thank you for blessing me or sorry for being rude. :(
Thank you btw.

To the Zabalas,
Thanks for the gift, i really like it. :)

Intrams: HAIRY LEGS

Yeah, today was INTRAMS: DAY ONE
and I was expecting that no one would be criticizing my legs,
my hairy legs since I was wearing the SHORT school skirt.
But I was WRONG,
guess who made fun of me again?
The same douche, the same gaytard. GIAN DY.
But FIRST, he made fun of my teeth,
"RABBIT TEETH" according to him
*whispers*
PHHFT, his looks WORSE than rabbit teeth, I swear. :|
and NOW,
He was like, "Your legs are so hairy."
or something about my legs but I heard him say HAIRY.
Grr. I wanted to fight back okay?
Don't think I'm a PUSSY (according to JAIME NAUJ)
I was even ATTEMPTING to smash him!
But I couldn't cause you know why?
It STRUCK-ED me,REAL hard.
My mum always told me to never mind if I am furry or BALHIBUUN
and I'm even proud of it cause they SPARKLE when it gets hit by sunlight!
But people, like GIAN. are too cruel and ignorant to notice its beauty.
Do you get that feeling,
the feeling that you want to fight back
but you couldn't because what the person said was overly PAINFUL and INTIMIDATING?
If you had that feeling, I praise you.
But if you didn't YET, let me introduce you to GIAN so he could insult you then.

To Gian,
No wonder you're little, because you've got disgusting manners.
And you were like, SMILING at me when you were INSULTING me.
Aww! HOW CUTE. :|
I can't WAIT to smash your tiny body the next time you insult me.

Ever Since I Laid My Eyes on You.

See the title?
Yeah, THAT's gonna be the name of my upcoming book.
I just need to finish it. But I'm not even HALF-WAY there!
LOL. Well, I cant finish it fast since the plot and settings and etc. is alot. and I'm sure already about where I'm gonna publish it. :D
OMG. I cant wait.. :D
Anyways, awhile ago, like just a few minutes ago. My mum and my nanny were roaming around the house silently, spreading some fog or smoke? and it smelled really, holy or ancient or something. :))
I kept on asking them "WHY THE HELL ARE YOU DOING THAT!??!"
And they just went around the house,
back and forth without even talking or looking at me.
And after, my mum scolded me for being so noisy and I wasnt supposed to.
I was so CURIOUS!
And I asked her, "Mummyy.. What was that for anyway?"
She whispered. "To drive away bad spirits."
I WAS PETRIFIED. Like someone just did PETRIFICUS TOTALUS on me. :))
then I asked my nanny, "Why did we need to do this? is our house even haunted or something? is there a spirit roaming around?"
She said, "Well, we can never know.--------"
And she was mentioning some stuffs but I couldnt really hear her since I was listening to music at the same time, studying while continuing my To-BE-BOOK. :))
But I'm sure, she did say something.
that there IS a spirit.
a bad one in our house.
Thats why,,
at the moment, my hair's like standing and I'm getting goose bumps and shaky hands while doing this.
and when mum told me about the reason why,
my back and left shoulder's is starting to ache.
like someone's hurting me.

Gotta go guys.
I'm too threatened to continue. XD. but seriously.

Tom Cully ACCEPTED my friend request!!

So recently, while I was studying,
I was checking on Tom Cully's myspace so I could listen to his songs.
But before I could click his PROFILE,
there was this THINGY written below his picture,
it said "Matches From: My Friends"
And I thought, "What could THAT mean??"
But I just nudged it off and viewed his profile, anyway.
But as I saw beside his picture, I was shocked.
there was a "FRIENDS ✔"
Omg. OMG. OMG. OH MY GULAY.
You may think it's no big deal, but IT IS.
It really is! :D
I couldnt take it but jump and jump and scream and scream
(well, not like I'm obsessed or something, I'm just Happy )
until I sprained my ankle
And this time, it's no joke. I really sprained it.
It's supposed to be painful, but now, it's weird.
I dont feel anything. I guess, this is what people say.
TRUE HAPPINESS. :D
(phhfft, I am being a goof already, I should stop.XD )
I feel. I feelllll. DIFFERENT. In a good way. :)
Maybe cause he doesnt just add any random person
or because I do feel something. :">
*pinches self AGAIN*

Tom Cully,
OMG, you're not even online. yet you accepted my friend request.
ARIGATO. :""""")

OMG, TOM CULLY.

Okay, So let me tell you about Tom. :)
I first knew him when there was the LIBERA poster in my school's bulletin board.
and Regretfully, I was telling my friends that "HE LOOKS LIKE JACOB IN TWILIGHT!!!"
*cough cough* yeah, that was my first impression of him.
And I was thinking that I would be OLDER than him, when I saw the pictures of him google and in the libera site..
my face was like O.O

But when I watched their performances, the one who really caught my eye was Josh.
But that was a long time ago. Tiffany can have him.
(Well,I'm not ready to let go of him yet, NOT YET)
And when we met in the meet and greet, I DOUBT he was looking at me since he was busy signing some cd's.
And to catch attention I was like, "ARIGATO!!!"
in a cute kind of way like those japanese girls say it.
I SWEAR, IT WAS SUCH AN EPIC FAILURE.
But at least he responded, "ari--ga-fagjhfnejehfenr" :))
*Sighs* oh well,,,

When Tom had myspace, I quickly checked up on him.
And of course, I added him as a friend.
Not in a kind of creepy way, just in a friendly way that I would LOVE to be his friend. :)
But 'till now, he still didnt reply to my friend request. So, Instead. I added Ben Crawley aka BIG BEN!!!
I made sure I sent him a friendly message that was sent along to my friend request that
"I'm just another fan of yours, but dont worry, I dont over-do the fan-thing, and it would be an HONOR to be your friend."
(um, I dont remember saying the "it would be an honor to be your friend" part..but something like that. )
Just so my FAILED-ATTEMPT-TO-BE-FRIENDS with Tom wouldnt be the same as with BIG BEN.
And he was online that time, and after I checked a minute later,,
its said "Jane♡is now friends with Ben Crawley"
I was, Jumping with JOY. Shouting praises.
Until I sprained my ankle.
I'm kidding, of course I didnt sprain my ankle. :P
So, I've been having this strange feeling to talk to BIG BEN or something, but I was scared..
What if I'm being a goof? What if I'm over-doing the FAN-THING??
OMG, I wouldnt want that to happen. So I didnt bug BIG BEN, not one bit.

WAIT, THIS IS ABOUT TOM, NOT BIG BEN!!!!!!!
omg, Forgive me.

Anyways,, I watched a video of Tom singing in his bedroom.
I think the title of the song was Cashmere?
And as he sang the first part, the "WHY, why does have to end like this?"
I swear, I felt like I was blown away.
it felt like cold breeze around my body when I heard him sing.
And whenever he DID sing, I would remember the
TOM-DIDNT-REPLY-TO-MY-FRIEND-REQUEST-STILL,,
I'd start feeling mad and betrayed.
PHHFFFTTT, why would I feel betrayed when he doent even know me???
Now THAT, my friend. Is the QUESTION.
Hmm, I dont know.. Maybe I'm in love with him? :D
*telling myself*Oh come on, get a life. HE has a GIRLFRIEND.
OUCH...
*pinches self* another OUCH. :((((((((((

So I guess that's it. I still need to study. :)

OMG, TOM CULLY.
Do you have any idea that I've been waiting for you to accept or decline my friend request?
If you want to decline it. please, just do it. Dont hurt me slowly. :(
Dont you remember me? I was the girl wearing a blue shirt that had white dots on it and I said ARIGATO even though you guys werent japs.
*smile turns to tears*

Omg. I'm so emotional. I should get a life.
But really. I am hurt.

Philippine Science High School...

Hiya! Yeah, I know its been a while since I last posted a post.
School is soooo (yeah, SOOOO) stressing!
It's hard to get an A in the quizzes. :(
especially when our Reading teacher's handwriting is soooo tiny,
I would get headache and a low grade after the quiz. :(
So, it's SEM BREAK for my school
and I'm supposed to have fun, right?
since it's BREAK-SEM BREAK.
Ha ha Ha, WRONG. :|
I have to study 24/7 just so I wouldn't have a difficult time trying to answer the PSHS Entrance Test.
Yes, it's a public school *sighs* I know.
But at least we get to use LAPTOPS instead of PAPER.
HA! I PWNED you. :P
Anyways,,, PSHS is a school for scholars.
And the curriculum is pretty much HIGHER than the heavens above. :D
*whispers* This school is only for nerds. and I'm not even one! but I NEED to pass.
My mum and I went to buy some reviewers and we bought maybe, 5.
FIVE thick reviewers. OHMYGULAY (or OHMYVEGETABLES) I'm not even half-way finished with the TEST 1 (100 items) in the FIRST REVIEWER!! and I answered it like the other day!
*****what a shame,, I know********
My friend, Joie and I shall suffer together when we get to PSHS.
(Phhhhfffttt!!As if we're even gonna pass!)
But hey, I should give myself a try in the entrance test if I have the GUTS to be one of those nerds.
*flashes*
Nerdy Kid: HAHA! You're one of ussss!!! *yucky nasal sounds*
*pointing at ME*

Oh Myy.....

PSHS may be a public school but its curriculum and standards is like for private schools.
I wanna try to be a scholar, I guess change is good if I just give it a try?
I dont wanna be like those rich kids who do this and that and give no meaning to what they're doing now..
They may be rich, but that doesnt make them anything.

I guess this is all I could say for now.
WISH ME (and JOIE) LUCK!!
I'll tell you if I pass or not, okay?

PSHS..
I know you're here to help me, help me change, help me realize that nothing's gonna happen unless I try hard to make a mountain move.
November 6,, November 6 IS COMINGGGGGGG!